
don’t get me wrong, i’m really glad doha's finally starting to realize his feelings and how much seolu means to him. but it all just feels a bit too fast for me? like… after all that drama and violence, it just ends with him suddenly “getting it” after one convo? idk, i guess i was hoping for more. i wanted to see more of doha chasing seolu, more struggle with emotions... more anger, more desperation, more yearning, then more confusion, more lonelinesss, more denial, more regret... and figure things out by himself. i was hoping for a slow, painful, and like messy realization??? not just in 1-3 chapters... not just be told by seolu that it’s love and then go “oh right it is.” i mean the whole thing happens because doha is dense af lol.
im wondering is something like this exists? i only read chinese ines, and im starting to get into jp novels these days but i cant find any with qt
also before I forget, I also recommend (if you want angsty bl novel) this one: https://www.novelupdates.com/series/goodnight-see-you-tomorrow/
it is written by the same author I remember bawling my eyes out listening to the drama cd.
as much as im thankful to the translators for making this manhua accessible for broke people like me, the translation makes it hard to follow the story. im not sure but there's also seems like missing pages? the scenes just jump from one to another.