But I relate a little bit to the top (obviously not the sexual assault part in the beginning) more like the regret and then the anxious attachment and having a tough time making friends….even the way he over thinks things I’m like “oh god I relate” I’m a loner who obviously has “weird” interests that I don’t like sharing so I feel isolated. My partner is really my only close friend, reading him reflect on his personality and kinks made me do the same. It’s weird how a BL made me think this lol