
I hope the only reason MC is staying in the car is to break up with Jihan because there is no other explanation I will accept. I can't believe he even got in the car with the way Jihan was talking to him and Heesop.

Tbf I think jihan just tolerates jiyoung’s bullshiet but from what I read it’s more about jiyoung “confronting” jihan about how different he treats him and heeseop which leads jihan to actually realize that, jiyoung forces another kiss while heeseop is watching and then leaves to go into his apartment room and recalling all the moments jihan had with the other guys making him even sadder ngl this SHIET hurts cos he feeling very second ML but I have hope and copium that the latest raw chapter moon is winning

I'm realizing now that I completely switched up their names lol. I mean I hope that MC breaks up with rich car dude cuz I feel like rich car dude cannot commit in the way MC needs and Heesop does. Altho no one can really commit as much as Heesop lol. But I agree it's really sad how MC's past relationship traumas have led to this triangle of pain. Ponytail guy needs to shit an actual brick

I can't imagine being in a relationship with Kei. Like I get how anxiety works but he doesn't have any redeeming features to make up for his crappy personality, but hopefully there's a big "yet" in there. I'm a little apprehensive for future chapters after reading the comments. I hope he starts to address his anxiety instead of just kinda excusing it and starts to work on himself.

god forbid a guy has a foul mouth and hates going to work idk i relate to kei a lot in his anxiety and how fake i have to act because my real persona isn’t socially acceptable and what i really want to say / how i want to act will get me in so much trouble, it’s not like he can change who he truly is and his real personality really isn’t anything bad at all - but with most jobs you have to be a real people pleaser to keep working there. i don’t really see why kei has to change himself at all

I have nothing against him having completely different personas! I think it's a great way to talk about Japanese social pressures. Mostly what I didn't like was how he only ever talked about negative things or complained to Tsuzuki. It's a lot of negativity to constantly take in, amd them how if he doesn't respond the right way Kei will blow up at him. It feels like Tsuzuki is putting in more emotional labor and to me that would be exhausting. Altho I don't think it was right of Tsuzuki either to be weirdly passive aggressive and then just wait for Kei to figure out jt was cuz he was jealous, it makes for a not very healthy relationship dynamic. Obv they like each other which is what matters, but it couldn't be me

that’s fair, but i think tsuzuki is actually really attracted to kei’s loser side he’s dated him knowing how much of a foul mouth he has and i think he thinks the way he’s so negative is funny and cute lol, otherwise he wouldn’t be dating him… idk i think he defo knew and liked what he was getting into

I feel like this could have been avoided with sex-ed. With proper sex-ed, Nanjo would know that kinks are perfectly acceptable and wouldn't be willing to go so far to stop a guy getting choked out when it's clearly his kink. He'd probably also realize that these two are both twisted and run far away from yaoi land
I don't remember starting this and stumbled on this old tab and I'm so glad I can't remember any chapters except the last 2 because the outing alone was enough of a red flag. Yoiks!