
lock screen and the affinity? so they're telling me that they're gay???????

!SPOILERS!
This is their 4(5?) timeline together. Timeline 1: Yeonwoo(YW) meets mc and is enchanted by her immediately, mc was a 4☆ visual, and had really high stats. They meet at school (they’re the same age, mc has always been 19 except in 1 timeline) and YW decides to follow the mc into idol life because she really looks up to her and wants to be close to her. In the end during their final stage a loose ceiling tile falls and mc pushes YW out of the way, resulting in mc smashing basically every part of her leg, she can still walk after 6m - 1y of therapy but dancing is too much. YW decides to rewind time to fix this, second: mc is stabbed by an anti after she YW and red hair from YW agency withdraw together. Mc is stabbed in the throat and cannot sing anymore. Third timeline results in a worse injury, spine split, mc is paralyzed, and attempts to off herself in the hospital because she can’t handle the stress. Fourth timeline is the one from the beginning, (mc is only older in this one because YW wishes they had never met and never became friends.) where YW and Mc never meet, this is the result of YW wish cause she doesn’t want MC to suffer and considers herself to be the origin of that suffering. Fifth timeline is current timeline, Mc and YW’s path selves are combining with their current selfs resulting in the Mc’s weak body, YW sleep talk and the crazy affection meter.

They don’t end up together but they might as well ifykwim. They spend all their time together, have really good chemistry, and have made immense sacrifices for each other, choosing each other over themselves. There’s also never another love interest introduced, besides the other girls from the debut groups so! It’s genuinely whatever you want it to be ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

The story is actually gearing up for 12 girls to debut in 2 separate groups (6 people each). The producers will begin to advertise rivalries between trainees in order to manufacture drama between the two groups.
Juelic (Jewel - ic / Jew - lick) og Korean: 쥬엘릭
1st place Yoon-sung (MC)
5th place Na Yeon-woo (MC’s fav girl)
6th place Lee Ju-ha
12th place Cha Joo-yeon (Red hair from YW company)
9th place Kang Hae-in
3rd place Han Young-won
Irisis (i - ris - is / iri-sis) og: Korean 이리시스
2nd place Hyun Nana
10th place Ji Ji-hyun
4th place Gil Ahyeon
7th place Namgungseol
11th place Sungbin
8th place Nam Min-joo
Pronunciation for the group names might be wrong/inaccurate due to translation differences between teams Lel (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

I got the raws from some random on novel updates and mtl’d it myself. Last time I checked the page there was a group uploading the chapters but idk if they’re still up. https://www.novelupdates.com/series/i-was-trying-to-debut-my-baby-but-i-ended-up-debuting-instead/

I literally cried a lot while reading this. This story aligns to what I've experienced and yes, it's really hard to be a better person like she is rn. I locked myself up after my aunt and uncle blamed me of my grandmother's death even though the people around me says I'm not, she's the one who raised me, my parents are separated. I'm in my shs years that time and I'm really competitive in academics. I'm always drained everytime I go home, sometimes I will just fell asleep on my bed with exhaustion with my jeans on. But they will always ramble about the chores I haven't done. They will call me a bunch of slurs and etc. I injured that for 3 years.
Even right now, I still can't stop blaming myself everyday and I'll just keep crying about it and acts like nothing happened. I'm a sophomore now and living alone, I have my father supporting my daily need but we're definitely poor. It's much better than living in a house so stifling that can make sa living person insane.
The only differences is that we're poor and I haven't done any pranks.

I’m so sorry that you’re going through that hun. It’s not your fault at all, I’m sure your grandmother wouldn’t want you to place the blame on yourself either. Adults often times act more immature than adolescents it’s honestly absurd that they’re blaming you. They should know better than to do something like that although, age never has anything to do with humanity or common sense sadly. Please don’t blame yourself for this situation anymore. I truly hope your situation gets better love, if you ever need anyone to talk to or rant to my dms are always open!

thank you so much, I really appreciate it. I'm actually currently healing, baby steps and little by little. I recognized that it can't be heal on its own. I tried to do certain fun things that I haven't done before. But I can't really just erase the guilt that I feel when I'm being too happy. I'm just doing well and I hope life doesn't punish me too much
mas nabubuo gigil ko kesa makita kapogian mo. Sorry, not sorry