emotional or angsty bl MANGA
this one made me Bawl a couple years back
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_will_be_waiting_for_you_in_1999/
can’t rmr the plot but i do rmr it had some angst
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kowagaranai_de_soba_ni_ite/
this changed me
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/paradise_view/
this one had me eating my tears but it was so good
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_childhood_friend_was_a_god/
is it THAT hard to make them BOTH want it