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Under negotiated things- like Ash just introducing things whenever they have sex and never asking beforehand that’s really… urgh. I don’t like it. Like suddenly putting a toy inside of him when they haven’t really had a talk before about it? Like surprise! No. That’s not consensual, and you shouldn’t do things to your partner that they don’t know about beforehand.
And I’m no expert in relationships but dang the mixed signals from Ash like okay we only have “one” point of view, but the way Ash has always treated him to saying “we’re nothing.” And then saying it again IN HIS FACE “we’re absolutely nothing” oh fuck yourself. I feel so bad for Carlyle, his life is terrible in many ways and he’s so self depreciative, always thinking hes worth nothing and all, I just want him to find his self worth and pride and live happily!!
There needs to be some crawling done if they have to get back together, or honestly I won’t be satisfied with the story…