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This is one of the series that I really really like, set aside the fact that the translation from the ones uploading early is making it confusing (which is why I assume a lot of us are re-reading once a better/official chap has been uploaded even if it's 4-5 chapters behind the latest).
Our baby FL is not the typical reincarnation troupe, she is determined to reach her goal and doesn't let anyone break down that wall that she has meticulously built up ever since she got reincarnated. Unlike most reincarnation story I have read, this has a more realistic pace. Despite having a kind family that is willing to pamper her to death, she as far as the recent chapters (Chap 75) has not let go of that revenge. It does break my heart, but her personality is so refreshing. She knows where she stands and she knows the line she musn't cross so she doesn't get hurt. She accepted the fact that it may look like the family has accepted her, she is still outside the circle.
The scene where she felt left out from the family bonding during that tea time really stood out to me, and the heart breaking part where she willingly walked out of the scene which gave her that splash of cold water that she cannot forget where she stands. And the sad scene where she was asked why she never ask for help nor why she never looks back:
That consistent personality that she learned deeply from her mistake and from her past. It's like a child that got burned accidentally by touching a hot kettle out of curiosity, and as a normal response for a child, they would keep that lesson in mind not to touch it again to avoid getting hurt. But she takes it to a whole level, she stays away from it as much as she can, and when situation does call that she needs to be exposed of it, she makes clear boundaries and she lets them know what her line is.
Hope it doesnt suddenly turn out rushed by the upciming chapters!!