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The blonde chick I loved her but then she became really childish, tho I kinda understand but instead of hearing our FL out she just blurted out her feelings and kicked her out. Our FL isn’t really making much progress even tho 100 ch past. I also thought that she’s kinda stupid. Obv when the white hair guy was selling the sword, what he really wanted was to see how she’ll react. Knowing that if she was the girl he “loved” she would be piss. He did that just to draw her out. she also gave herself away with all the other little things she did. If she really wanted to hide herself she did a pretty bad job of doing that. Tbh she just going back and forth. The white guy doesn’t care if our FL hates him or anything bc at least she feels sum for him, bc if he had hate for him that means she still has some type of feelings towards him.She’s losing all her confidence the more she finds out abt her past life and bc the white hair guys blamed her. She’s not communicating with anyone abt her feelings. Tho I understand she was betrayed, but couldn’t she at least trust the man she loves at that loves her after everything she’s been through, or at least talk to him one on one. Also I found it funny how the white hair guy just tried to act like everything was fine between them after she found out. Like tf you killed her and betrayed her back and you think she’ll just accept it. I’m really curious in the reason why he killed her tho if he really “loved” her. Maybe cuz he wanted to stop the war or sum but couldn’t he had told her that dragging out the war would do more harm then good? Instead he killed her and brought her back(not 100% sure if this is true)
Anyway don’t hate me to much just cuz of my opinion on this it’s just my point of view and how I saw this.
Btw if someone knows why he killed her I wouldn’t mind some spoilers ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭