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I didn't read previous comments so I'm not sure if this theory of mine is original. When I finished reading chapters I suddenly thought that the present alive twin ''Roku'' might be Kei. When Kei jumped off rooftop, Roku did too. I guess the one who is dead after this accident was Roku and Kei couldn't accept the truth, started to live like his dead brother, copied his looks but contiuned to have relationships with men. I don't think that Roku can have sexual relationship with men after seeing his brother having sex with others (I mean he puked when he saw it) or after his brother's death.
If I was Kyuugou sensei, I would end the story like that. Even if I think that this theory is true, I feel like crying and crawling on the floor while I'm begging my brain to stOP THIS EMOTIONS ╥﹏╥
I considered this too... but I decided it probably wouldn't work. I think Kei was too wounded (I mean emotionally and psychologically) to recover to this extent in only a year. I don't think he would have recovered at all if Roku had died.
I think that Roku maybe started sleeping with Ozu as a way to try to understand Kei. And he sees Kei in mirrors and feels like Kei is now a part of him, partly because he keeps replaying what Kei said when he was sort of confessing, about the two of them being "one."
I wonder if sensei dropped this story/put it on extended hiatus (pleeeeeease hiatus, not dropped!!!) because it was really hard to decide where to go with it in the present... as in, how would Roku find some kind of closure? How would the relationship between Roku and Ozu play out? I think Ozu does have feelings for Roku. And where does Yashiro fit in??
I really REALLY hope this story isn't dropped forever, it's too good. （/TДT)/
Too good it hurts my lungs...
Me too. I cant think of any place for Yoshiro but only a bystander or someone who who was only put in this story to dig the past. I'm rooting for Ozu but I just hope that he really loves Roku (or Kei if it was Roku who died). This is all messed up, fucked up and I cant sleep now knowing I will never see how it would end. (☄◣д◢)☄
I hope these mangakas who are leaving their masterpiece unfinished find peace in their lives. Coz I mean, I might not. </3
I don't know how to feel about this. It's creepy and emotional bUT I LIKED THAT