Help?? I sprinted here cause people on IG are saying Jaekyung is trying to "FIX" Dan??? What in the actual fuck is that supposed to mean??
Bro yeah, IG was just right; JK is trying to fix Dan but honestly as always is just doing more damage, there's no real character development, it gets worse every damn chapter. At this point I'm just expecting this to either end up in drama (like Dan actually killing himself or hurting himself truly bad, maybe after the grandma dies - 'cause let's be honest, IRL she'd be dead already) or simply see them splitting and taking different paths. I can't see any easy or short way to sort this out so they end up together. It's totally not worth your time and I'm reading it every 4 chapters or so, so that I kinda trick myself by believing that maybe if I read more chapters at time I'll see some good development - but nope, not yet.
Lowkey surprised nobody bothered to give an explanation of the latest chapter thoroughly. So,in the newest chapter Kimoto confessed his suppressing feelings for Tehir while being in a very vulnerable state. He is in a major depressive state and also very unwell after learning the truth of his identity(that he's not a "monster" like Jin but worse;he's a bug literally). Tehir is most obviously stunned but he liked it. He liked the fact that the guy he was most afraid of being looked down upon had been pining for him for over 10 years. His ego is so inflated that the blood halo literally started forming. He believes that he's going back to "normal" as in being in a state superior to others. We see the Tehir's past all-loving and kind nature appear because he starts to talk to Kimoto in a loving sort of tone;promising to not rape him and give him lots of kisses during sex(funny cause that's still rape but sure I guess). Kimoto being already in a dazed situation starts looking at Tehir like he's a divine being(He just got manipulated and gaslit,That's all)







So newest chapter came out and it's lowkey freaky FREAKY but also a bit of a turning point. In the beginning appears Hyehan who actually successfully dug up information on scanner but there's also Garon who found out about Hyehan's true identity.
Next is Tehir and Kimoto and omg
Tehir broke down literally cause looking at Kimoto fully transform into a bug has him believing Kimto hates him. He also lost his little blood halo like hello???? Kimoto has a huge impact on Tehir's self-esteem. He asks why now,why is it now that Kimoto doesn't love him enough to fully transform into a bug. Why is it now when Kimoto loved him during his lowest and what his fault is? He actually starts apologising and acknowledges that he wants Kimoto to like him and not run away. He starts kissing Kimoto's bug form on the GODFORSAKEN LIPS FULLY BUTT ASS NAKED,like making-out OMG Now tehir wakes up and sees Kimoto normal and so he thinks everything that happens was a dream. Then Tehir pushes Kimoto to the ground again to listen to his heart-beat but apparently it's a demon taking Kimoto's form and the battlefield is Tehir's room.
Okay,so the thing is I LOVED that Tehir was breaking down at the sheer thought of the boy that lived him in his lowest not loving him anymore. Might be stretching it here but I was absolutely livid to see that yearning in Tehir's eyes and it ain't even like me I want to see him suffer and yearn for Kimoto more honestly.
<spoiler>Omg! Is Kimoto a demon or possessed? </spoiler>
I also noticed that Kimoto's shirt had a bandaged, bleeding heart which symbolizes his heartache I wonder if his core is his heart/in his heart?... tgis is just too sad...
Just finished reading it too. Loved Tehir getting put to his place and getting a reality check and although he doesn't understand where he did wrong he still apologizes and is desperate enough for Kimotos love. I think Tehir subconsciously likes him too find him cute but he doesn't understand it. His nature/personality doesn't help too + the trauma he has been through.
I hope Kimoto comes back and didn't turn demon completely.
Lol at Hyehan and Garon. Sadly Garon has low intelligence so Hyehan will probably find an excuse.
Ofc not justifying what Tehir did to kimoto. I hope he understands that he hurt him.
Pretty freaky indeed but I think tehir genuinely doesn't care about what Kimoto is too. Just like how Kimoto cares about him regardless of his condition, Tehir doesn't too and it's not only out of desperation.
Poor Sunnyside kids been through hell since young and can't have a normal love life
Jins ended up in grief
Kimotos might not end up well too (probably will)
Garons won't be that great either
It's soo sad we gonna suffer till last season help
Forgot to say tysm for your recaps as always
I personally don't believe that Tehir likes or loves Kimoto but I would agree that Tehir relies on Kimoto to affirm his existence or this idea of himself that he is chasing
Kimoto is too good for Tehir.
From how I see it Tehir is too emotionally stunned and bc he has been isolated for that long and has really low self esteem now he thinks that Kimoto is making fun of him and gets off his struggles. Poor Kimoto has been trying to mask his feelings ever since what happened to him thanks to Jin too but comes off as ironic smuggy and nonchalant to Tehir.
Both Tehir and Charin used the people that like them for their own gain but Tehir didn't know that Kimoto actually liked him. In last chapter where Kimoto turned back to a bug he kept apologizing and did admit that he doesn't understand where he did wrong but will still "love" Kimoto regardless of his form. There are flashbacks of Kimoto being near him at his lowest and really caring for him so I think he very slowly starts to realize that Kimoto was next to him bc he cared for him. Tehir looked down on everyone and was pretending as a child but after the incident with Jin he really lost everything and his self esteem. He's really immature and never grew out bc he never got to experience human interactions and has been stuck to the past and his life as a kid to sun kindergarten.
Their upbringing really didn't help. Kimoto realizes that what tehir did to him was very wrong and he did implant to Garons balls in the beginning explosives bc he tried to rape Jin, so this happening to him by the guy he loved for 10+ years and last straw that did make him explode and lash out was learning his origins.
Ofc not justifying Tehir, but I don't think he realizes the degree of his actions yet. He did not only rape Kimoto, he tried to gaslight him into "lets have consensual sex now" being all sweet and shit to him only to get cocky and tell him that he's using him right in front of his face, which resulted to kimoto having enough.
I agree
Ngl tahir can kick rocks
I know his character is complex but his actions really do piss me off