Pinkbellis5 October 3, 2019 10:03 pm

We need to interview someone that smokes and knowing my luck I know no one. Can someone please answer these 5 questions for me.
1) what age did you start smoking?
2)why did you start?
3) have you ever tried to quit? Was it hard?
4)how do you feel when you haven’t had a cigarette? Emotions, reactions.
5) if someone handed you 17,200$ what would you do with it because if you smoke 2 packs a week in 20 years it equals that. And how do you feel about that?

Thank you this is anonymous.

    Bearchan October 4, 2019 12:03 am

    1)started when I was 17yo, so 8 years ago
    2) peer pressure, definitely. Then stress and finding a comfort zone in it.
    3) tried to quit twice:
    - first time when I was in a hospital and wasn't allowed to smoke anyway, actually quit for 3 weeks but didn't last long. Don't remember how I started again tho
    - second time was 2 years ago when I moved. I gradually minimized my smoking day by day with an app until I was down to 3cigs/day, but my discipline started lacking due to work stress ("one more isn't gonna change anything" "no one will know" etc.) and then gave up bc I couldn't cope
    I will stop when I move to my girlfriend bc Sweden is very anti-smoking and has made it illegal to smoke in public spaces. Social pressure to stop smoking definitely helps imo and where I live (Germany) there is close to none.
    4) I get anxious, because smoking breaks are my solace/breaks from life. I need the routine in my life, and without I get stressed/more prone to panic attacks
    5) what I'd do with it: finance my next move/apartment and buy stuff. Probably go on vacation. I'm aware of the money that goes into smoking (I'm smoking 4-5 big packs per week = ca.45€/week or more in Germany) and of course I feel guilty about it, but at the same time I think everyone has something they spend more money on than they should (I.e. Alcohol, games, candy, going out, idk). It helps me cope with life rn and as long as it's not driving me into financial ruin (which it isn't) I don't see much of a problem.

    Hope this helps! Sorry if I ranted here and there haha just didn't want to leave you hanging with half-answers.

    Petra October 4, 2019 12:06 am

    Well I'm not the perfect example but here it is
    1.I started at the age of 17(I'm 27 now)
    2.My friend gave me one and I tried it ( I was also going through some shit that time )
    3 .I quitted when I was giving my college exams but then at summer I started again .Not that I made a big effort to quit tho.
    4 The time I wasn't smoking I felt pretty temptated .The first week was cool but then I wanted something to occupy my mouth.I want that freedom the cigarette offers .Tbh I also wanted to feel badass not only for the others but for my self too. I wanted to feel the bitterness of the nicotine that made me feel like a fucking delinquent.
    As I said I started up again after the exams were over (3 weeks)
    5.I know that this sounds very tempting.I would try my best to cut it really .It's become more than an obsession now .My father's a doctor and has spoken to me many times about the cons of the cigarette.Its a slow and savage death.Tbh I am an asshole and I don't see the far future but only the near one .
    But really if I was offered that money ,that could be a motivation to stop. Maybe .
    I would give my best in any way

    Pinkbellis5 October 4, 2019 12:54 am
    1)started when I was 17yo, so 8 years ago2) peer pressure, definitely. Then stress and finding a comfort zone in it. 3) tried to quit twice:- first time when I was in a hospital and wasn't allowed to smoke anyw... Bearchan

    Thank you so much I thought no one was actually going to reply

    Pinkbellis5 October 4, 2019 12:59 am
    Well I'm not the perfect example but here it is1.I started at the age of 17(I'm 27 now)2.My friend gave me one and I tried it ( I was also going through some shit that time )3 .I quitted when I was giving my co... @Petra

    Thank you so much for replying. Good luck in the future.

    LaMarquise October 4, 2019 1:25 am

    Actually I'm a former smoker but I'll answer these..
    1) I started at 12 I think? No one asks for Id's where I live and I used to buy cigs for my uncle all the time anyway.
    2) What started it was how cool it looked and made me feel like an adult...later I had other friends that smoked too and that became a habit.
    3) Like I said, I' a former smoker, I quit when I was 20 or 21 because that's when I started to really understand how important it is to have a healthy lifestyle (I changed my food habits and started exercising too). and YES. It WAS hard. It's mostly a mental and psychological battle. (at least for me. and even now, more than 5 years later, I still miss smoking sometimes)
    4) Well I used to get cranky if I couldn't smoke. Especially in the morning or whenever I sat down for coffee as that was one of my favorite moments in my everyday life.
    5) I would totally go on a vacation (or buy crazy amounts of clothes and shoes)

    muimerp October 4, 2019 1:33 am

    uuh does this count for weed bc ive never smoked a cig. ive hit a vape on 2 occasions but thats all the nic ive smoked lol

    Monsieur. October 4, 2019 1:54 am

    1. The really first time, I was 13 I think. I tried once and never did again until I was 16.
    2. Frankly, everybody around me smokes and I was in à pretty deep dépression then. I started because it helped control my anxiety (though etudes says it's the opposite) and thought I'd stop when I'd feel like it (lol, what a joke and à dumbass I was)
    3. Never really tried but I think about it quite often. The longes I could do was a week because I had no money to pay for it. During 5 days it was hell. The 2other days were better, I could calm down but I was not there yet. And going back to it was a bliss.
    4. My biggest issue was that I smoke like a factory. So when I couldn't have à smoke, I didn't know what to do. Smoking is part of any of my activities apart from reading real books but since I was so confused on my lack of nicotine, I couldn't concentrant on anything. I was so irritable that I hold myself up in my room (pretty hard for my mother, thank god, she's quite comprehensive) sleeping at night was difficult too etc. Well, to sum it up, I was thinking about my cigarettes at all times. Nowadays, I got better, I still smoke à lot when at home or with friends (it occupies my mouth so I don't need to talk that much) but I can work 5 jours straight without even thinking about it.
    5. I'll scream with joy, place the most of it on my bank account to make profit, spend a bit in shopping and all. It's not like I spend all 17.200$ at once buying smokes. So it wouldn't change that much at how I buy it. It's like telling me "someone gives you 17.200 because in one year, you buy that much food." So ? It doesn't change the fact that people will spend it on other things and still buy their food when needed. It's the same with cigarettes to me.

    Sorry if it's hard to understand, my english is not that great. But really, I regret starting to smoke everyday (like I regret getting that one tattoo in particular) But I assume my mistake.

    Monsieur. October 4, 2019 2:07 am

    I forgot to add. I don't want to stop because "smoking kills". Because Following that logic, I could die any time because I don't know what kind of conductor will come through my path while I'm walking on the street or because I choke on a fucking grain of rice etc. People (mostly stranger) likes to suddenly come beside me and say "smoking will kill you" and apart from the fact they just broke my alone time (the worst was that time I was listening to Chopin and the woman wouldn't go away until I'd listen to her.) with some bullshit so I'd just want to choke them to death with their useless small talk and brain, I just answer: "so ? Does it mean you're immortal if you don't smoke ?" what do those people think (if they have this faculty at least)? That I'd go : "oh ! You're right !" and throw my cigs and all and go take a walk? No.

    muimerp October 4, 2019 9:53 am
    I forgot to add. I don't want to stop because "smoking kills". Because Following that logic, I could die any time because I don't know what kind of conductor will come through my path while I'm walking on the s... Monsieur.

    ik its none of my business rlly but if u still struggle with anxiety u should try smoking cbd or try some edibles. it works well for me and my best friend. calms me down n shit. idrk how it works for others or if its rlly as effective as i think it is but its healthier than cigs (which ik u dont care about but still)

    Monsieur. October 4, 2019 11:46 am
    ik its none of my business rlly but if u still struggle with anxiety u should try smoking cbd or try some edibles. it works well for me and my best friend. calms me down n shit. idrk how it works for others or ... muimerp

    What's cbd ? And sorry but since the only definition I have of "edibles" is "food", well, of course I eat, like everybody.

    muimerp October 6, 2019 6:09 pm
    What's cbd ? And sorry but since the only definition I have of "edibles" is "food", well, of course I eat, like everybody. Monsieur.

    cbd/cannabidiol is a natural chemical compound found in cannabis. its closely related to thc which is the chemical in weed that gives u a high. cbd is similar to thc but basically without the high. its used to treat some forms of epilepsy and even tho its not officially used to treat anxiety a lot of ppl use it for that reason. and by edibles i meant cbd infused food like gummies n stuff. u can find cbd oil and edibles online n shit but u can also find cbd vape carts in smoke/cbd shops and online too.

Pinkbellis5 August 3, 2019 9:36 pm

I don’t remember much besides the uke had a scar on his face. The story was the uke worked at this cafe or something and suddenly this guy got a store next to the cafe that was 18+ so the cafe was losing business. The uke started to complain and that’s all I remember beside it was a pretty good story.

    Pinkbellis5 August 3, 2019 9:45 pm

    Nvm I found it, it was called bad boys romance

Pinkbellis5 March 12, 2019 10:32 pm

Do you guys know or would let me join a Yaoi or meme related discord server? Because I'm bored and I don't talk to my other discord server anymore.

Pinkbellis5 March 6, 2019 9:41 pm

Any recommendations for a hot Yaoi manga with business men and bdsm?? Idk why, I'm in the mood for a hot sadist teasing/bullying someone.

Pinkbellis5 February 2, 2019 2:30 pm

Ok I'm trying to find this Yaoi manga about some hotel bullying. Basically, this guy visited a hotel where his former bully works at. He wants to bullying him back and makes him go into the same hotel room with each other. The other guy doesn't do much until the oringal person was like did you change and wanted him to bullying him back. So he did.

Pinkbellis5 November 23, 2018 11:53 pm

I can't find this manga again because I guess I forgot to mark it. It was updated like a week ago I think and it was about a guy acting like he was perfect at school and a boy captured a video of him out of character so he wants him to delete the video acting like his life would be over if it wasn't, then he found out the guy was sensitive to touch and started to tease his body... Idk I'm bad at explaining and I tried to look everywhere but couldn't find it.

Pinkbellis5 August 26, 2018 12:55 pm

what is this one yaoi manga that two friends had like an orgy at their house and one of the friends was having sex with a girl while the other was getting harassed by this other girl so her friend came out and kick everyone out and started to suck the others one dick. Idk I read it a long time ago.

Pinkbellis5 July 31, 2018 11:21 pm

If you don't mine can you help a girl out with tapas PINK422V ?

Pinkbellis5 June 21, 2018 1:35 am

Is there any Yaoi manga that you can recommend about the MC's hating each other(maybe one in a gang) maybe they beat each other up a little bit(maybe rape, idk, I'm just into that kind of thing). I'll just read anything because I'm not picky with manga unless one of the MC's has a child because that's a no no. Or just suggest anything.

    KyoZaNa✿ June 21, 2018 2:13 am

    http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/abarenbo_honey/ - Rivals can't resist Omegaverse nature.

    Pinkbellis5 June 21, 2018 2:49 am
    http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/abarenbo_honey/ - Rivals can't resist Omegaverse nature. KyoZaNa✿

    Thanks, but I tried reading this but never finished because for me it was cringey in the beginning but minus well read it because I legit just finished a manga I found an hour ago.

    KyoZaNa✿ June 21, 2018 6:15 am
    Thanks, but I tried reading this but never finished because for me it was cringey in the beginning but minus well read it because I legit just finished a manga I found an hour ago. Pinkbellis5

    That's OK. I suggested as it matched all what you want.

    Pinkbellis5 June 21, 2018 2:10 pm
    That's OK. I suggested as it matched all what you want. KyoZaNa✿

    Lol thank you I just finished it and I really enjoyed it (I actually really like omegaverse). I'm glad you suggested it.

Pinkbellis5 June 14, 2018 10:49 am

There is this Yaoi manga that I really want to reread but I can't remember the title. It is about two friends that looked good and would go out together and get girls. One day the went to a hotel together and had sex. They would keep having sex but one day something happen. I forgot I just know one of the guys was sad and wanted to have sex and so the guy brought him to this sex bar thing. And he said if you turn me on I'll have sex. That is all I remember.

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