The next KR chapter (89) drops on Sunday and I’m f**king SALIVATING and foaming at the mouth waiting for the update WHAT IF THEY KISS not to be dramatic but if they don’t make up i’ll kill myself<3
Listen mama Shin….your boy leaked government secrets to win your heart back…and you’re calling him a coward????? What???????
LMAO
I hope that once Shin realizes that gangster Jake and CIA Jake are the same person he will let this go because he loves Jake so much…but Jake needs to do some groveling first that’s for fkn sure!!
Shin’s whole thing about not being scared of Jake anymore was sexy and he really put Jake in his place which was lovely but at the same time…it’s not like the Mercifuls decided to hire some random dude from the street to head their whole operation…he must have been undercover for a long time to get to where he was in the criminal underworld. Like, yeah, he’s a cop, but his life/occupation as a gangster was still very real.
I also thought that undercover CIA agents or whatever the hell Jake is aren’t allowed to tell civilians their real identities because isn’t the whole point of being undercover that it’s a secret…? So, yes, of course Shin is upset because Jake deceived him, but was it ever even an option for Jake to be completely honest?
When they make up I hope Kyou-nim gives us some slow, sensual love-making between our bois…that would heal me.
Screaming crying throwing up shitting myself and pissing my pants bc i’m OBSESSED WITH THEMMMMMM!!!! Top 3 BL I’ve read, and I’ve read WAYYY too many…
As an addict myself (I’m clean now!), I’m not convinced by the comments defending Gren for being a needy dumb baby.
Just because he’s in recovery doesn’t mean he has a free pass to be messy and drag Shin down with him. There’s a reason we are told not to date for at least one year after getting clean…it’s because relying completely on other people for support when you’re recovering prevents you from reconnecting with who you REALLY are when you aren’t high. You lose yourself and become a burden when you rely on the strength of others instead of cultivating your own.
To me, it seems like Gren is replacing one addiction (drugs) with another (Shin’s approval and affection). Just a recipe for disaster.
congrats on getting clean!! what an amazing achievement!! <3
Thank you! It’s been a couple of years now but you never really forget what active addiction is like!!