PREACHHHHHH SYNTHYYYYY HE HAS NO RIGHT TO JUDGE OTHER’S INTENTIONS WHEN HIS OWN IS SO CORRUPT!!!!!
I wish they kept MC’s original looks, he looks so cute
i knooooooow i miss Abel's original bearlike body
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I wish he somehow returns to it lol
WHY DONG YOU FREAKING HATE HIM OMG THIS IS STOCKHOLM SYMDROME AT ITS FINEST!!!! ILAY DESERVES YOUR HATEEEE WHY BE EMPATHETIC TOWARDS SOMEONE DOES NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT OTHERS
I AM GAPING BIGGER THAN THE SPECIFIC OCEAN RIGHT NOW AND ITS NOT CLOSING??????? WHO IS THIS GUY WHO REPLACED THE DISGUSTING ILAY?!?! I understand he always did not wanna look bad infront of him BUT HE ALWAYS DOES ANYWAYS LIKE HE IS AUTISTIC OR SOMETHING OR SOCIOPATH. And Tay!!!!! Why didn’t you mention that he has no care for a human being instead of going on about self-esteem. Sure that is one crucial part too and this dude has ABSOLUTELY NO EMPATHY. But there are more important things to mention. But he ain’t human anyways, but COMMUNICATION IS IMPORTANT!!! He is trapping you might as well make Ilah feel terrible for it or make his life miserable.
There was only 51 chapters???? No more to read???? I was really enjoying it, how can I timetravel to the future so I can read the new chapters?
RAWS is around 10 chapters or so ahead.
The translation is a bit slow because the scanlation team want to deliver the best for us reader.
Let me know if you want the Raw link.
I'm sorry to interrupt, can I get the link for the raw please
Thank you s much!
That’s so sweet of them!
Finally, Seth gets to see real love and warmth. I am glad author put this here. I wish the beginning grape did not happen though. It was unnecessary and disgusting. I like how caring and respectful Horus is. I wish the past didn’t happen. It’s horrifying to even imagine what’s it’s like to scream but never be heard. They assume your feelings and don’t give worth to what you say. It hurts like hell, but all you can do is yell the same thing repeatedly until you bleed. It’s terrifying.
To be fair, the first grape between Horus and Seth was an extra and is not canonical. Im not sure if that's the exact one you are referring to but hopefully this offers a bit of context to that.
The beginning (first rape) they’re referring to is probably the canon one, but Horus was controlled by Sekhmet. And by the way, Set was trying to rape Horus as a way to shown dominance, and then it backfired on him because he cut off Sekhmet’s hands—so she took revenge and had Horus rape Set. So Horus wasn’t in his right mind, as he was controlled.
As for the non-canon around late 70s range, yeah that’s not canon and just “fanservice”.
I see! It's been a while since I've read the first half of this story and I honestly forgot all about that scene. Might be do for a re-read at this point.
I understand that, which is why I am kinda mad at the author. I feel really bad.
Also, I can’t believe grape is fanservice. I can’t believe such terrifying thing is seen as alluring. Wth, it’s disgusting.
Well I know some who have rape kinks but wouldn’t do that in real life, they know it’s wrong and even find it disgusting for it to happen in real life. What concerns me is the types of people who bring it to reality.
And rape kink is a weird kink, not gonna lie. Some people enjoy being forced. Humans can be weird!
No one enjoys being forced. If you do, then there has to have been trauma involved that makes you wanna do that, or you have a certain level of psychopathy or sociopathy. Or you are naive and get taken advantage of easily. Rape is not a kink, it’s a crime and it’s illegal. It shouldn’t fantasized and thought about in the first place. There should be morals and decency. A normal human would not find rape enticing in imagination at all. I know people in my school who talked goodly about rape and everyone avoids and hates them. It’s fking disgusting.
The reason rape is so prominent in society is do to all the rape contents online that fantasize about it. The mere thought of it eventually eats you up and makes you wanna act on. You become detached from society. I heard of crime documentaries where innocent people become rapists because of exposure.
There isn’t always trauma. Surprising, but it’s true. However, a lot of those who like being forced do have trauma—but it isn’t everyone. And nor does everyone who read rape stories act on it. I think that’s just your belief or what you think could be true, but I promise it’s not.
There’s non-consensual role play as well. There’s a difference between fantasising sexually versus thinking rape is good and normal. Drawing a line is the bold part.
“No one enjoys being forced.”
I enjoy nonconsensual play and have done it many times with my partner, all mutually agreed on beforehand. I have no trauma, and have a stable life and grew up in a nice environment with little to no struggles (affluent).
Definitely if it’s not agreed upon beforehand. Maybe I didn’t say it properly or worded it properly but I don’t mean being raped in real life is fine, but more so in a PLAY itself.
I draw the line at actual rape. I have my morals, and my sexual desires is inside my own bedroom with consent beforehand. It’s an act that isn’t forced on others, that is the difference. Fantasy vs reality!
Also, don’t misunderstand me. I agree that rape stories online DO influence many people to act on it, thinking it’s fine. It’s not and it’s disgusting.
As for the rape fanservice here, I don’t like it because it isn’t a consensual-nonconsensual play. In fact, I can’t even like Mls that rape MCs, I sometimes drop the story.
But with this one, they’re gods and their morals are little to somewhat the same as ours except their lifespan can surpass the trauma. Not to say that it’s fine, but there’s a difference in some of their morals and stuff—nobody in story is innocent.
We, humans, can only live for so long so the trauma of being raped or anything that cause trauma will be our whole life.
Once you’re traumatized, you’re trauma. Nothing becomes normal after that. I have experienced my friends going through such diabolical phases because of trauma that happened 10 or 15 years ago. A kid can have a trauma at the age of 5 and if they live to be a 100, they’ll carry it with them for 95 years, even if forgiven (which shouldn’t happen as trauma inflicters are monsters). Teachings of mental health is still taboo in our society, it’s only reasonable that some may not understand the extent to which it changes a person.
Also, if it consensual foreplay, it is not grape!! Rape is doing sexual acts against someone’s will; unconsensual act. Therefore, consensual act is not grape. Although of these BLs have blurred the line behind consensual foreplay and grape. I immediately drop ones that have even the slightest of SA.
My only downfall is that once I start a story, I can’t stop. I have to finish it as if the world will crumble if I don’t. I am really interested in the plot of this story that’s why I continue and skipped all the bad parts and listened to warnings. But I didn’t skip the recent intercourse because it was genuinely so sweet and not anxiety inducing. It was filled with love and warmth
I understand that trauma can cause people to be into certain things that aren’t right or healthy, but I’m saying that it’s not true for EVERYONE. I’m one example.
And I agree, mental health discussion is taboo in my culture (Asian), my parents literally called me a mistake because I defended my little siblings who had to be sent to the ER for abuse by them.
I have always stood against them, never lost my self esteem and have great support. I have always been mentally fine, but stress is another issue which I’ve tackled!
So it was just my wordings. I definitely wouldn’t commit rape, don’t worry haha. There’s a huge difference between CONSENSUAL NON CONSENT ROLE PLAY, VS. actually wanting to rape someone without their consent.
I like being forced but only if it’s a role play.
The ones with trauma are more likely to actually want to be raped by others in real life, not just consensual non consent role play.
Dropping because of the slightest SA is VALID. It is sad though because there’s a lot of good stories that are a miss due to the amount of SA the authors put in, what grossed me out is the large fandoms who love the toxic MLs.
Oh my god, this is so me. I can’t stop once I start, unless it’s a really repeated boring cliche story, I skip easily. “As if the world will crumble if I don’t”—same feelings. It really bothers my brain and I can’t focus on other things. My own brain pisses me off sometimes!
I wish more BLs normalized non SA. Unfortunately 100% of 99% of the BLs have SA.
Ya I did mention other possibilities that someone would yearn (not necessarily want) for unconsensual pain. Such as psychopathy, or sociopathy or other mental health related, as in chemicals of the brain twisted or adhered to since birth.
All else, I agree!! I am Asian as well. And I am so sorry about your sibling, that’s terrible. I hope they are doing better now and I wish for happiness and love in their life and yours as well.
Finally, ya, some fandom gross me out so much it’s so worth it to drop most of the time. People have just gone insane and detached from reality.
Yes, sad truth
Actually, ML is really sweet and treats MC well. I absolutely hate him manipulating him and using him, he is such an *sshole. But he is not like other cold, obsessive and disgusting seme that don’t care about their love even if they do like them. I think if they actually date for love, they will have the sweetest bond, hopefully!
This is so frustrating. Why are they being so stupid
Because, mc doesn't know what D.I.D. is. ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ it's frustrating for me too
eh? Is it DID? I thought it's amnesia
EXACTLY!!! Or have said amnesia, although the symptoms are closer to DID. This story seems like it’s made by a child
Yeah im pretty sure it was amnesia too
smth about his mind regressing to when he first got his powers like when he was in his early 20s
It's both, I think (￣∇￣")