As we all know the black haired ML was r*ped by an omega in heat, which MC understands. He never once blamed the ML which is seen as he confirms that the ML loves him in his head monologue (Though he seems to hate their dynamics as Alpha and Beta which seems to be a very heavy and psychological burden on his mind). What he does do is blame the people around him; that are forcing him in uncomfortable positions. This includes allowing the omega move in. We don't actually know more on the development with their relationship in the time between the rut and him apologizing and the omega moving in, which is at least several months as we can see from the baby bump. What we do know is that the relationship probably grew cold. No one offs themselves simply because of outside pressure when your husband clearly has only you in their eyes. (I know that in some cases this could be the case however it seems MC's reasons all revolve around the BH ML) There is also a mention of lack of intimacy, but this could just be chalked up to ptsd. So, then the story continues, and MC kills themselves. Now we get to the rebirth. As soon as MC reawakens, he mentions he would not like to continue their relationship. Obviously, this could be taken as just him be emotionally heighten with just reviving and presenting. But it doesn't change the fact that he seems to want to end their relationship and move on. This however is ignored as the ML and proceed to have sex. The Mc then is now and omega which the author brushes off the blame onto the BH ML, which leads to the question why now? Why does his Alpha pheromones turn him into and omega in this life and not the past? Probably because the story is shit. Now then MC now has the problem of needing alpha pheromones for plot purposes. Obviously, he wouldn't go to the man he wants to get away from. Would you? I sure as hell wouldn't. So, he seeks a no strings attach that eventually leads to some questionable papapapa scenes. I mean this man is induced to pseudo heats each time. He's pregnant Hooray!! He has multiple baby daddies. I'm sorry what? It's already magical to have Mpreg but you mean to tell 3 different sperm cells manage to impregnant 1 egg? Anyway, the whole point of this is basically me going over how bad this is plot wise. There are holes absolutely everywhere. I also typed out this because some people think the Mc is trashier or the Ml, which obviously they're equally trashy. But I hate to see when someone goes into detail about something but half asses it. If you're going to go all analytical on a story that in no way deserves a dive deeper than the surface at least try to look at all sides of the story. In the end I hope we can all agree that this is a lackluster Manwha that only exist so the author can write 2 tropes, Harem and Mpreg. Thank you for listening to my Ted Talk.
If you haven't read the manhua and are reading the comment section to feel it out, skip this comment.
I honestly feel bad for Jaehan. You may wonder, 'how can you feel bad for Jaehan?'. Well, even though we read from his perspective, we haven't really thought in his perspective. From what I read, Jaehan is emotionally stunted. He lost all his memories at the age of nine, right? That means whoever he was is gone, but also his emotional growth would have to start over. Now I'm not saying he has no emotions, but it is hard to know emotions when you have no reference or memory to put with it. It's like how do you know you're happy? Because you have felt it before and have a memory that defines happiness. So getting that explanation out of the way would make sense why Jaehan treated Heegyum the way he did. After the age of nine, it's pretty much clear that Jaehan's grandfather molded him into a perfect heir, unfeeling, calculated. He wasn't taught happiness, love, ect. So if he sees something, 'heebyum', that makes him uncomfortable, his thought is 'I don't like it.' And to be frank, that is what Jaehan was, uncomfortable. Jaehan being raised to basically not fear the law and money = connections = I can do anything, makes his decision to remove the uncomfortable thing from sight. Is this wrong? Yes, it is. But can I sympathize and try to understand why he did what he did? Yes. Of course, this is all my opinion. So the story continues with Jaehan having difficulty putting his emotions together and they finally have the happy ending. I'm not really gonna comment about Jaehan's other questionable acts, such as 'hwade' because he really didn't mean it, and I'm pretty sure everyone has said something mean while in anger.
This stuffed me with so much dog food that I'm now full. I'm always down for enemies to lovers, but add coworkers into the mix...! I just looovvveeee it. I thought it was hilarious that both Mc's knew that they were being cringe sometimes, especially that one scene in the convenience store. Like they say something and then think to themselves, 'wow did i for real just say that?' That's so funny to me for some reason. Anyway, the dynamic was really good and HEALTHY (i see ya'll out looking for that green stuff). They were honest with each other and the relationship was realistic. It's hard to find good, green bl's with 3 dimensional Mc's. Honestly, if you're here in the comments looking to see if you should read it, give it a chance.
The poster in the breakroom took me out! The author has great sense of humor lol(≧∀≦)