
I personally don't see this as Ash's way of communicating through sex cause if it was then this story wouldn't reach as far as it has. They communicated VERY WELL throughout most of the story. Compared to most Bl's ESPECIALLY omegaverse. Lyle is a character that would rather keep his worries to himself rather than communicate and Ash knows that. I feel like he just used the excuse that Lyle broke his promise not to drink and is keeping a secret to try kinky sex on Lyle who is very conservative might I add. This story isn't ruined for me I still like the author period.
I just binged read this and I was so skeptical at first because it seemed like it was just so sad like it didn't have any happiness I don't know But I love it so much it actually has humor in it like I have laughed a few times and I have caught myself trying not to scream in my room reading this from laughing also it does have anguish but acceptable anguish I feel like all the characters evolved in good ways a lot of communication and just greatness it was so good i love it.10 out of 10!!! 5 stars!!! Yes!!!!