
I NEED TO FIND this one yaoi, its the classic "Oh im a virign ill get a rental boyfriend to get better before my real boyfriend but whopsie we r in love now" but this one its the rental boyfriend who gets jealous first and starts to change the guy who books rental bfs so he gets him insted of other people and stuff, yall know what im talking about. remeber a spesific scene where the other rental boyfriends are liek ur "barely a rental boyfriend anymore u just see him" but he ofc is in denial... please.
Okey has been trying to search for this BL for a while and I can't find it. It's about these two boys who live together, there is a light haired guy who is a bit dog like (i think he has long hair) and works as a (i think) construction worker (he at least has older coworkers) and then there is this black hair sort of aloof guy, they live together (and maybe sleep together i can't remember) but they are something more than just friends at least, but the black haired guy cus of some trauma i think or something is unable to really accept their relationship or something, i think maybe he's having a hard time sleeping if he doesn't sleep next to light hair boy but i'm not sure. What I for sure remember is that it's angsty and there is a part of the story where the light haired guy leaves and lives, leaving the black haired boy alone and like realizing their love or something. Does this sound familiar to anyone? I NEED TO REREAD IT!
found it if anyone else wanna read it lol
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dazzling_smiley_dog/
I genuinely had to stop reading this by the end of volume two and wait until the whole thing finished because I legit started to feel bad and depressed with each cliff hanger and I put off reading it cus i was worried about actually finishing it, but I finally finished it now and yeah it's wonderful. It's so painful and headache inducing but man it's done so well and the writing is great and man thank got the author was nice enough to just let us have a last volume that's all nice as a beautiful catharsis to leave us with a warm feeling of hope that we all despite of the hurt and pain we cary, with all the guilt of everything wrong with us and that we've done, that despite all that we can still be loved.