
"Oh the MC is so stupid and it's his fault" .....
The MC: depressed in his previous life abused several times over by both his parents and his lovers and fully convinced that if he leaves this game not only will be never see his lover again the one who he literally has nightmares about never being able to see again because he's the only person who loves him but is also fully convinced that he is actively leading his boyfriend and friends to death if that affection meter hits 100
You know I don't think stupid is the right word for it cowardly maybe because he doesn't have the backbone to just breakup with the guy without all the run around definitely impulsive maybe naive but considering he knows nothing about how this system works beyond this is a dating sim game which by nature of how games work probably has an ending I don't think anyone can blame him for that incurious as well it's frustrating to me personally that he didn't even try to figure out what's going on but considering his life before that's not surprising also traumatized definitely traumatized and acting irrationally because it's clear none of that trauma was properly processed (which given his circumstances that's unsurprising how do you tell your therapist your traumatized by a series of events that didn't even happen to you)
My point is given the circumstances the MC is genuinely not as bad as people are making him out to be in the comments (I wanna say something meaner about this but I won't)

The story itself is fine that being said it is kinda silly to me for him to keep calling himself straight like it's not actually that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things labels are arbitrary and if the people in the relationship are fine with it then it's fine
But like part of the reason a lot of straight men can sleep with men when they're not experimenting is because they don't view the person they're sleeping with as human but this level of romantic investment and care is definitionally not a straight thing to do
Though like I said it's not actually that big of a deal he could identify as straight for the rest of this relationship or his life and it won't really change the status of their relationship it's just kinda silly to listen to the whole speech and see someone go "I can't help being straight" while very gayly professing their love to a guy as a guy
Silly activities of little consequence
It's honestly kinda hard to read he gets assaulted so much and he's just resigned to it like it actually hurts so much knowing he's gotten so used to having his boundaries and personhood violated it's sad
Honestly it's no wonder he's so in to Sorin considering he's the only one who bother treating him with like basic human decency especially with the knowledge that his brothers have been doing this crap to him since he was a literal child honestly I don't expect really anything in this story I don't really expect his violation to be treated with much weight because well stories like this suck at that but I at least hope he'll be allowed a happy ending I'm not saying he didn't deserve death considering he was a tyrant in his first life but SA is not attonement especially of a child and I hope he gets to just live his life like he wants