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okay so there's a yaoi manga I read before I created an account and I recently remembered it and wanted to read it again.
so, please help me find it! :)
I remember basically the whole plot so here we go:


main character is the uke, light hair I believe. pretty sure the setting is college.
he's in love with his (younger) brother, but won't do anything about it because he wants to keep him pure and also because he cares too much about his family (I respect that a LOT.)
he thinks he hides it pretty well, but is found out by a guy from his college. this guy (seme) threatens the uke by saying he'll reveal his secret, calls him a perv and all that and I think he says he'll sleep with him instead (also as blackmail probably). all in all at some point he fucks him on a window looking down into a basement club room where the uke's brother is doing some kind of martial art (I forgot which one, but he's in a club. he was battling another club member for practice in this scene). this is where it gets ~pervy~ XD bc the uke ejaculates by seeing his brother and yeah. (btw they had sex there because the uke came by to bring his brother something he forgot, and was watching from the window smiling, seme came by and saw him.)
the seme calls him something along the lines of disgusting, and the uke is near tears saying "I know that, that's why he'll never find out about these feelings of mine". seme is kinda shook.
theeeen (I might mix up the order in which these next scenes happen but):
brother sees seme w uke, gets kinda pissed, stuff happens and uke finds out that his brother is also in love with him- yay the love is mutual, you'd think, but the uke is like, No, I love you but I can't be with you because you have to go down the right path and I won't stain our family like this.
and he's like crying and all, brother is sad/restless/doesn't get it ("if the love is mutual, why can't we be together", etc)
uke runs back to seme
seme is like, "the love is mutual between u two, I'm not gna blackmail/threaten you anymore". uke is idk crying or something.
then we get the seme's backstory. seme's mom got a new husband and they had a daughter. once the daughter was like 7 the husband (what a fucking creep) wanted to rape her, but the seme was like "what the fuck are you doing she's your daughter" and the asshole husband was like "ok why don't you take her place then" and basically he sexually abused him". that's why the seme was so against incest and called the uke disgusting, but then (he's telling this to the uke) reapplied that the uke's love for his brother was really really pure and innocent, which he saw because the uke refused to do anything to the brother, even after finding out their love was mutual.
that's pretty much it. there was another scene where the seme and uke are hanging out and the brother comes over (they both sleep over) and sex happens and the brother wakes up and gets pissed XD.

ok that's pretty much the whole story, thanks. should be pretty easy to find for you detectives ヾ(☆▽☆)

The seme saw the uke kill his girlfriend
After that he brought the uke back home
The seme made the uke fall for him
Then while they are having sex
When the seme realized that the uke already fall for him.
He stab himself, because he wants the uke feel what he felt when he killed his girlfriend..

The uku that hurt himself/herself for the seme or some manga(shounen ai/shoujo/yaoi) that can make u cry but it still happy ending;D any recommend?
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Well sorry for my selfishness and bad english;'(

Any mangas that in the beginning the seme rapes the uke but they end up together in the end?

why can't there be a yaoi where the uke leaves the seme after being raped? This would have been a nice twist if the uke stopped seeing the seme and got a new seme and the old seme became a stalker. I seriously thought that was going to happen. (Maybe my imagination is too much)

I'm looking for types of manga:
The seme is forcing himself on the uke but the uke starts enjoying it too/the other way around or the first time is forced but it's not from the second.

Rivals falling in love

Nothing too dark please (can be a bit twisted), I'm looking for something hawt with chemistry. I got the idea because I find it really hot how Kang Jinha was into what Lu did him in the recent chapters of A Guy Like You. Thanks! (=・ω・=)

hii can yall recommend me fluffy bl's with platonic uke or seme? i dont want something full of drama like "lover boy"
(for example this ones definitely fit what im looking for
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/harenochi_shikibu/uu/tr_chapter-1/pg-1/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/umeya_kun_no_haru/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/himitsu_ni_shiro_yo/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ganbare_nakamura_kun/sa/sa-c001/
especially last one)
Thank u sm :33
and idc if it's yaoi or shounen ai but it'd be better if its shounen ai
also sorry for my bad eng

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Thanks!

yaoi where the seme is a beast who wrecks the uke in bed to the point where he cries and trembles really hard in pleasure, and if possible cum restraining

but not in a abusive or rude way, he's just wild in bed

Been craving this for so longa nd so far I haven't found many seme's with this personality I really want a seme which shows great amount of affection towards his uke please recomm~~~ thank you loveees

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yaoi manga about uke who hate seme coz seme stole his girlfriend or the girl he likes ?

Yaoi manga where the uke or seme masturbates while the other is sleeping? Also, yaoi manga where they kinda dry hump? lol :3

Recommend me yaoi manga where the seme masturbate to the image of the uke or use the uke as his fap materials like this one pls http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yarichin_bitch_club/nbt/50e41385977da86be7f4740c821d1e56_chapter-24/pg-1/

Thanks ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Yaoi manga where seme is so obsess w uke and rapes him. Living in the same roof or roomate if posible Thankss

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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hinadori_wa_shiokaze_ni_madoromu/uu/hinadori_wa_shiokaze_ni_madoromu-chapter-7/21/

Can anyone recommend a bl where the seme desperately chases after the uke?? Maybe the seme was an asshole at first but then realized he actually like the uke