bloomingdale July 22, 2025 4:49 pm

...
.
.
.
.
People keep saying, “His past doesn’t excuse his actions.” Sure it doesn’t. But can you at least try to understand?
Jaekyung grew up in hell. A drunk, violent father. A mother who left and never came back. He was less than ten years old, calling her, begging her to come home and promising he’d make money so she didn’t have to be scared anymore. And then he was left to survive in filth and hunger, bullied, alone.
That kind of pain doesn’t vanish when you grow up.
He doesn’t drink because he saw what drinking turned his father into. He hates when Dan drinks because it triggers something deep, ugly and and something he had no control over as a kid. You think he’s just controlling. But he’s traumatized.
No one’s saying he’s perfect. He’s done wrong, absolutely. But Dan is an adult who can make choices. Jaekyung, back then, couldn’t even choose when to eat.
We're not excusing anything. We're just seeing the full picture.
If you can’t give him forgiveness, at least give him understanding

    beel July 22, 2025 5:09 pm

    Kim Dan never had parents, only his grandma took care of him, he was bullied at school, the doctor he worked for tried to rape him and still he got fired from the job, he has issues with the loan sharks, he have shitty life and shitty childhood, but still he is not jerk like Jaekyung

    bloomingdale July 22, 2025 5:20 pm
    Kim Dan never had parents, only his grandma took care of him, he was bullied at school, the doctor he worked for tried to rape him and still he got fired from the job, he has issues with the loan sharks, he hav... beel

    No one’s denying that Dan had it rough. He absolutely did, and the fact that he stayed kind through it all says a lot about him. But trauma doesn’t affect everyone the same way.
    Dan had his grandma, someone who loved and protected him. That matters. Jaekyung had no one. Just abuse, neglect, and survival. He didn’t get to be soft. He had to fight for everything, and yeah, that shaped him into someone rough around the edges.
    It’s not about comparing pain or who had it worse. It’s about realizing that people cope differently. Dan shuts down. Jaekyung lashes out. Neither response is “better” or “worse.” They’re just different reactions to being hurt.
    Understanding that doesn’t excuse Jaekyung’s actions; but it explains why he is the way he is.

    beel July 22, 2025 5:31 pm
    No one’s denying that Dan had it rough. He absolutely did, and the fact that he stayed kind through it all says a lot about him. But trauma doesn’t affect everyone the same way.Dan had his grandma, someone ... bloomingdale

    i understand the kid version of Jaekyung, but not the adult one, he can go to visit therapist about it

    mili July 22, 2025 5:42 pm
    Kim Dan never had parents, only his grandma took care of him, he was bullied at school, the doctor he worked for tried to rape him and still he got fired from the job, he has issues with the loan sharks, he hav... beel

    Kim Dan is an angel. You should know by now that only an angel full of love and devotion can heal Jaekyung's scattered heart. That's the cliche we all know... never saw it happen in real life so don't go saving people's heart with your kindness lol.

    beel July 22, 2025 6:01 pm
    Kim Dan is an angel. You should know by now that only an angel full of love and devotion can heal Jaekyung's scattered heart. That's the cliche we all know... never saw it happen in real life so don't go saving... mili

    in real life only money heals, sadly

    mili July 22, 2025 6:13 pm
    in real life only money heals, sadly beel

    True, and whoever said money can't buy happiness clearly didn't know where to shop.

    beel July 22, 2025 6:26 pm
    True, and whoever said money can't buy happiness clearly didn't know where to shop. mili

    yeah *sighs*

bloomingdale July 22, 2025 1:22 pm

Mingwa guilt tripping everyone. Everyone but me, he was my baby from the begining.

bloomingdale July 17, 2025 9:11 pm

My bad my people
I just fixed the Special Episode.
I chose the wrong folder.

    reader.sama July 17, 2025 11:14 pm

    Thank you sooo much for fixing it (▰˘◡˘▰) you made my day

bloomingdale July 17, 2025 4:31 pm

Seungwoo and the dude in the car..?? What chapter is this?

bloomingdale June 30, 2025 10:06 am

Watch him get pregnant just to prove a point

bloomingdale June 26, 2025 3:03 pm

No disrespect to people who say, “If you don’t like it, don’t read it.”
But people can enjoy something and still talk about the things that don’t sit right.
Criticism doesn’t mean hate. What Jiwook is going through is truly awful. No one should have to go through that, even in fiction.
So yeah, people will react and that’s okay.
You can love a story and still point out its flaws. That’s not being negative.

    cocooy June 26, 2025 3:07 pm

    this.

    CAT_fire_heart June 26, 2025 3:10 pm

    Didn't the uke rape the seme when he was young and sent the rape video to his mother?

    Rin June 26, 2025 3:13 pm
    Didn't the uke rape the seme when he was young and sent the rape video to his mother? CAT_fire_heart

    Yes

    Toast June 26, 2025 3:42 pm
    Didn't the uke rape the seme when he was young and sent the rape video to his mother? CAT_fire_heart

    WHAT PLS LEAVE A SPOILER WARNING OMG

    toppanguh June 26, 2025 5:38 pm
    Didn't the uke rape the seme when he was young and sent the rape video to his mother? CAT_fire_heart

    When chpt in the novel do we learn this? How old was the seme?
    This is why i rly don't feel all too horrible for the uke like wbk this nga was evil like I KNOW there's a reason as to why the sene is doing all this

    Rin June 26, 2025 6:31 pm
    When chpt in the novel do we learn this? How old was the seme? This is why i rly don't feel all too horrible for the uke like wbk this nga was evil like I KNOW there's a reason as to why the sene is doing all ... toppanguh

    I don’t remember which chapter it was but basically Jiwook was 3rd year middle school and Juyeon was 1st year middle school and for an entire year he SA him pretty much, with notables mentions 1 gangbang Jiwook did which he recorded and sent to mom (it made her go crazy kind of) and another time leaving him with sex toys in a public toilet (either like mall/school don’t remember) and forgetting him there which resulted into the guard having to get Juyeon out of that mess… all of that because he refused to accept him being gay…. Thenn after a fight in his first year of high school Jiwook got hit in the head and forgot pretty much everything about Juyeon

    toppanguh June 26, 2025 7:15 pm
    I don’t remember which chapter it was but basically Jiwook was 3rd year middle school and Juyeon was 1st year middle school and for an entire year he SA him pretty much, with notables mentions 1 gangbang Jiwo... Rin

    Juyeon better than most Jiwook should keel over 4ever for ts

    Rin June 27, 2025 2:07 am
    Juyeon better than most Jiwook should keel over 4ever for ts toppanguh

    Jiwook definitely deserved what happened to him but not to this extent tbh.. I recommend reading the novel

bloomingdale June 26, 2025 2:53 pm

2 more chapters and the story would've ended, hiatus for what?

bloomingdale June 22, 2025 2:12 pm

Happy belated birthday to my king

    That'sweird June 22, 2025 5:25 pm

    who tf downvoted this topic?? well ig they're those two homophobic dumass bitchez who got thier own fetish HAHAA

    Shiki June 22, 2025 5:55 pm

    I like the sentence you put in your bio XD

    Shiki June 22, 2025 5:56 pm
    who tf downvoted this topic?? well ig they're those two homophobic dumass bitchez who got thier own fetish HAHAA That'sweird

    Not me

    That'sweird June 22, 2025 6:02 pm
    Not me Shiki

    bruh

    That'sweird June 22, 2025 6:06 pm
    I like the sentence you put in your bio XD Shiki

    yup agreed i live for their account its very unique and gorgeous

    Doppye June 22, 2025 8:27 pm

    I thought it was July 27th

    bloomingdale June 23, 2025 4:24 am
    who tf downvoted this topic?? well ig they're those two homophobic dumass bitchez who got thier own fetish HAHAA That'sweird

    The amount of down votes on this is wild
    This hate is so unreal

    bloomingdale June 23, 2025 4:24 am
    I thought it was July 27th Doppye

    June 21st actually

    Doppye June 23, 2025 9:31 pm
    June 21st actually bloomingdale

    Ah thank you!

bloomingdale June 20, 2025 7:41 am

SHE????

    sleepyvamp June 20, 2025 8:05 am

    I’m so happy I’m not the only one who thought she was a guy for a sec

    skymuwah June 20, 2025 1:49 pm

    I WAS SO HYPED AFTER KNOWING CUZ I THOUGHT "Huh, this dude is attractive asf, too bad he ain't a touchpad" FUCK YEAH SHE WAS

    sleepyvamp June 20, 2025 7:00 pm
    I WAS SO HYPED AFTER KNOWING CUZ I THOUGHT "Huh, this dude is attractive asf, too bad he ain't a touchpad" FUCK YEAH SHE WAS skymuwah

    I’m srry to ruin your hopes but….it was a translation error l, he is in fact a guy

    sleepyvamp June 20, 2025 7:00 pm
    I’m srry to ruin your hopes but….it was a translation error l, he is in fact a guy sleepyvamp

    I just found out

    skymuwah June 21, 2025 3:40 pm
    I’m srry to ruin your hopes but….it was a translation error l, he is in fact a guy sleepyvamp

    NOOOO☹☹☹☹OH MY SHAYLA

bloomingdale June 20, 2025 12:31 am

Tragedy why ruin such a beautiful young love?

What topics will be shown here?

Topics that you posted in a manga's page will be shown here, as well as replies from other users.