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I am literally tearing my eyes up with ears now. My keyboard is all wet from the tears now!! Why did he die?!? My heart aches now...!!!
There's an alternative ending on the drama CDs, you know. Here's the link to them:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCZteG-G9tYJGesKxDJX9ew
I'd watch those videos if I were you. For a long time after I read this manga, I felt the same way you're probably feeling now. Listening to this alternate ending really made me feel much better.
I really read the latest update the moment it came out but I was wondering if there are raws out?
http://rawcs.net/1852.html
There you find the downloads for the raws ;)