Hello. I'm a gambling addict. I know the feeling ---like everyone would take one look at you and just know what kind of worthless piece of trash you are. Feeling like a complete loser everyday and think that everyone around you looks at you the same way. I used to be a happy and outgoing person with tons of achievements but now I don't even know where that part of me went. I'm not drowning in debt or anything, since fortunately I have a very solid support from my family and I was able to stop sooner before I dug myself too deep. But the psychological effects of gambling addiction is so bad. I became introverted. I lost my job because I couldn't focus. I lost all confidence in myself and I felt like my IQ level dropped 100 points, so I can't even get myself motivated enough to attend interviews. I lost some friends because I wouldn't talk to anyone and was so scared they'd judge me.
Despite all that, everyday, I'm struggling to fight the urge to place another bet. And everytime, I feel disgusted with myself.
I'm recovering little by little, and even if I know I can never go back to the person I was before I placed that first bet, I am making my way to a new me who overcame the depression caused by it. One day at a time.
TLDR: Gambling will ruin your life from all angles. Don't even start.
You're amazing! It's a long road but you've started the journey and you should be hella proud of yourself
Yah !!! And you gonna be a better version of yourself than before the gambling!! (▰˘◡˘▰)
wishing you the best of luck, stay strong and dont give up
he's all screwed up to the point he can't even discern that he's a victim. It's the same with s*x workers who get assaulted. Yes, it's their job but no means no, and they get SA'd but sometimes don't report because they wouldn't get taken seriously. This boy fears the same thing albeit in different terms but similar in the way that it's the screwed up society and judgment of others that stops him from doing so.
please don't tell me that's all we're getting... like, the pale faced dude confesses then it's all sunshine, butterflies, and rainbows, and the end.
LOL if someone was going off on me like that, I'll just leave. They won't listen to whatever I say anyway. Save yourself the frustration of trying to explain something that would most likely fall on deaf ears.
They actually looked good together. I wonder what happened between them and if we will ever get a bit of backstory. My guess is because of being too dedicated to the job that caused them to drift apart. Personally, I'd like to see it. As long as it doesn't cause a stir to the present stuff. Eve is way too unstable for any of that.
the isiah now is blind in one eye lowkey i think eve did something to him before his memory was erased and that maybe they broke up cause of eve? i wanna know so bad
the prince's servants are on his side and quick to catch on to stop any trouble from starting or I'd be anxious every time I read a chapter until the pink haired girl is dead.
dude, that's not right. Don't ever invade a friend's privacy unless you feel they are in danger. Anyway, the misunderstanding is hilarious. I have a feeling it would somehow go around and the uke misunderstands, then some drama... or not, he is pretty chill and I love it ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Can't even stand that it's not going anywhere so I just sang "meow meow meow meow" and entertained myself
Jealous uggies... Please give the MC a break. Just stay in your lane and you get to keep your ugly heads (╬￣皿￣)凸