
Why did they make a new season only to make the ML so unlikable, more so than when it was starting? He's so freakin selfish even during the sex scene I wanted to rip him off the panels. You're going crazy? That's for you to deal with, don't blame it on the MC you selfish prick! No prep and shove it in coz you can't hold back? F*** you!

Hello. I'm a gambling addict. I know the feeling ---like everyone would take one look at you and just know what kind of worthless piece of trash you are. Feeling like a complete loser everyday and think that everyone around you looks at you the same way. I used to be a happy and outgoing person with tons of achievements but now I don't even know where that part of me went. I'm not drowning in debt or anything, since fortunately I have a very solid support from my family and I was able to stop sooner before I dug myself too deep. But the psychological effects of gambling addiction is so bad. I became introverted. I lost my job because I couldn't focus. I lost all confidence in myself and I felt like my IQ level dropped 100 points, so I can't even get myself motivated enough to attend interviews. I lost some friends because I wouldn't talk to anyone and was so scared they'd judge me.
Despite all that, everyday, I'm struggling to fight the urge to place another bet. And everytime, I feel disgusted with myself.
I'm recovering little by little, and even if I know I can never go back to the person I was before I placed that first bet, I am making my way to a new me who overcame the depression caused by it. One day at a time.
TLDR: Gambling will ruin your life from all angles. Don't even start.
Reading the updates made me feel like I just had a 16-hour work shift, it was so exhausting! Yujae is F***ing exhausting. Hajun is not so different, if I had that many issues in my personal life, I wouldn't have the energy to worry about a crush or whatever. Ah, I'm tired. But thank you for the updates!
Yes, yes and yes !