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Am I the only one who thinks that the uke needs to see a doctor or counselor for his scratching or self-harm problem that he has. Because that seems to be pretty severe. Even if he didn't do it this time when the seme got to finish the tattoo imagine what he will do if the seme decides to go to New York. I think he may need to see someone about it before it becomes worse. I know it's just a manga but still I don't think I've seen a yaoi manga where one of the characters does that much damage to themselves before so sometimes I take it to literal when i see stuff that probably happen in real life.

Man I'm just praying that Chiwoo ends up with Kyujin because Jihyun is just such a jerk. I looked through the raws and if you think Jihyun is a major asshole now trust me he gets worse later on in the story. I'm just praying this story doesn't end where Chiwoo forgives his ex for the things he's done in the past because it obviously doesn't look like he's going to change and is just going to continue to be an obsessive, abusive, and self centered asshole that doesn't know how to change. Just go for Kyujin he's sooo handsome, has a great personality, is kind and won't hurt you like that bastard did.

The thing thats funny about this is that I was just looking at this manga yesterday wondering when we where going to get an update since its been like almost a year and to my surprise I find out that we finally got the rest of the story the next day. I'm soooo happy and it was a really cute story as well, I wish there was a sequel.

I just finished reading this story and man this story has me all in my feels. It's just sooo good. I'm going to state first that what I'm going to write next is SPOILERS so if you haven't caught up with the manga that I wouldn't advise reading this.




Man these last couple of chapters had me feeling so depressed for Taeyi, Seheon and Taejun as well. When I found out that it was Seheon's dad that was in love and had a relationship with Taejun I was sooo shocked like I can't even tell you. I totally thought when Seheon went into his dad's drawer he was going to see a picture of a woman or his new family but to see a picture of him and Taejun my mind was just blown. That was one hell of a plot twist. And that just made things even more complicated for him and Taeyi. But now things started to come together and you finally see why Taejun decided to kill himself. I think the reason why he did it was probably because just couldn't handle being separated from the person he loved and probably thought that there was no way to deal with it expect to die instead. All I can say is that I think that Taejun should have found another way, there should have been another way instead of making a rash and selfish decision by choosing death and not thinking about the people he left behind and all this pain he is causing to others. And I'm not trying to be insensitive I just think that there should have been another way for him to cope with his pain. Because Taeyi only really had his brother by his side to rely on and look up to and now that he's gone, it was like a part of Taeyi was lost as well with him losing his brother. Seheon's dad also has part of the blame as well for why this all happened. He should taken responsibility for his actions and make a choice for who he wanted to be with instead trying to keep his family and have Taejun at the same time. And to find out that Doughyun was the one to send that picture of Taejun and the professor together is even worse because in a way its what set everything into motion for the worse to happen and probably another reason why Taejun decided to end his life as well.
Anyway, all I can say is that this story was really good and sad at the same time. I will probably take me awhile for me to be able to re-read this story just because of the events and the depressing things that happen in this story. I just hope everyone liked it as much as I did and if anyone wants to correct me on what I said feel free too.

Spoilers!!!



Man I'm just so depressed and happy at the same time. Like this chapter just broke my heart because Theo had to leave everything behind, his friends, family and etc, just so he could be with Oz. Don't get me wrong I'm totally happy that there together but I also feel really bad for the family and friends. Especially Danny because not only did he lose his brother but he also lost another love one because of the rules in there culture. I just feel that in this situation its a win and lose one because even though he picked Oz he still lost everyone that was important in his life. This goes to show that you have to make very tough decisions in your life and that the choices you make my hurt others or make others happy, you can't always please everyone this is what this chapter showed me. Overall, this story is really good story to read but also can be very painful as well.

SPOILERS OF CHAPTER 36


I just can't believe it's been 4 FREAKING YEARS. At first I thought it was 10 years for a minute but thank god I was wrong. But still 4 years is a long time in my opinion. I just can't believe that Yashiro is still selling his body to that bastard of a cop, I can't stand him ughh. When I saw Doumeki working for that guy (who I don't think we've seen before or I just can't remember so if anyone knows who he is let me know please) and his face with more scars I knew that Doumeki still chose to stay in that dangerous lifestyle even after all of Yashiro's efforts of trying to get him out of it. As I see it now all Yashiro's efforts where in vain and Doumeki can't go back to normal lifestyle now since meeting Yashiro. All I can say now is that I'm hoping that we'll be able to see them back together soon (which probably won't happen for a while). I want Yashiro to be the one to go after Doumeki this time and to accept that he loves Doumeki and that he's willing to leave his past behind him in order for them to be together because to me that's what it seems to be holding Yashiro back from loving Doumeki.

Am I the only one who thinks something shady is going on. This whole time since he confessed I feel like he's plotting something and plans to do something to Itonaga because people don't change that easily and it's weird that he confessed to him even though after everything he has done. Don't trust him Itonaga he's up to something.

SPOILERS!!!!
I just finished reading this story and let me tell you this story will make you feel all types of ways.
I just felt sooo bad for Jeremy the things he had to endure just so his mom could be married and obtain happiness since she lost her husband. I did not like Greg at all, he was such a disgusting asshole who knew how to use someone's weakness against them so that they can submit to him. I didn't feel bad at all when I found out he died, he got what was coming to him for all of the abuse and torture he caused Jeremy. However I did feel bad for Sandra because she seemed like a nice and caring woman who really loved her son. But my feelings started to change for Sandra once I found out that she might have known what Greg was doing to Jeremy and did nothing to stop it. It felt like to me that Sandra cared about her relationship with Greg more than caring about the terrible things that were being done to Jeremy. And that's fucked up because she is supposed to protect her child no matter what not just act like nothing is happening when you can clearly see that he is not acting the same as he use to when he lived in Boston. Like I can't stand her now and same with Natasha because she did nothing at all when she saw them either. She allowed Greg to keep doing those horrible things to Jeremy.
Than you have Ian who found out the truth of why Jeremy tampered with the car and the things Greg did to him. I was sooo pissed when Ian was going into denial saying that Jeremy made everything up, that his father wasn't this type of person but you saw the evidence, you saw Jeremy's back and you heard what Sharon and Matt said about seeing them kiss. Like I know you don't want to believe it but to go as far as to say that it was all an illusion and that Jeremy didn't go through any of that, just made me so mad and upset at Ian.
I was happy that Ian went back to get Jeremy from Boston because if Jeremy would have continued that life-style he might have become a massive drug addict and could possibly end up dead. I think that Ian was in a lot of ways able to help Jeremy try to find a way to cope with his pain and try to love again. To see that loving someone wasn't bad, that it can be a beautiful thing. I think that towards the last couple of chapters I think Jeremy started to feel love for Ian but he just couldn't accept it because of what Greg did but mostly for finding out that Sandra could have known what happened to them. Jeremy felt that the person he loved the most was willing sacrifice Jeremy for her happiness and that left him feeling betrayed and cause Jeremy to suffer more. And that''s probably the reason why Jeremy is afraid to love and be loved because he's been hurt before and it was a lot for him to take. I think that Jeremy started to realize his feelings for Ian when he heard Nadia wanted to get back together with Ian or when he found out that he kissed Nadia Jeremy started to feel uneasy and probably was feeling jealousy as well. I think that the last chapter probably shows that Jeremy and Ian aren't in a relationship but there are hints saying that they could end up being to together in the future once Jeremy is able to get a bit more better mentally and is able to trust in love again.
Overall I think this was an amazing story with a lot of heart-ache and pain but with also a sense of understanding, love and happiness within the characters. I highly recommend this manga and if you do read it I hope you'll enjoy it as much as I did.

There are a couple of people that keep saying that they are disappointed because he wasn't able to keep his willpower up or they thought that this manga would be different from other omegaverses but people cut him some slack. His willpower can only take you so far man. I think you should be proud and happy that he was able to go so far with just his willpower alone to fight off all the alphas he met. I think that the only reason why this time he wasn't able fight megumi off is because of what he said and I think he already had a thing for him in the beginning that made him weak to megumi. I don't know if it's because they could be fated pairs or what but megumi is the only alpha that tsugumi has ever felt this way for.
Let's not also forget that megumi tried really hard to get tsugumi to take the suppressants and tsugumi kept resisting so you can't only blame megumi here. Tsugumi is also partially to plan for why they ended up in this situation.

After reading this chapter that just came out just showed me how far Yashiro is willing to go for Doumeki to get away from him and not be part of the group anymore. In the beginning I just kept thinking that "Yashiro is just being really cruel to Doumeki. Why can't he just let him stay and for them to be together". I realized that his cruelness is an act of kindness towards Doumeki. Yashiro has been through sooo much pain in his life. Raped by his mother boyfriend as a kid and used rough sex as a way to cope with that trauma he went through. Yashiro has never been treated gently by anyone until Doumeki came. Doumeki was like a ray of hope for Yashiro, he was pure, had a good heart, kind and didn't see Yashiro as a pervert or sex addict. Doumeki respected the boss and thought he was most beautiful person he had ever seen. And I think that Doumeki feeling that way showed Yashiro that someone finally cared for him and would accept him even with all his flaws.
I believe that once Yashiro found out the lengths Doumeki was willing to go through to protect Yashiro, even give his life for him, Yashiro couldn't bare to see that. Yashiro tried multiple times to try to let Doumeki go. Like telling him not to get comfortable with the group because he hasn't exchanged sake cups yet, leaving Doumeki behind after having sex, Yashiro telling his subordinates not to tell Doumeki where he is, Yashiro tell's Doumeki that everything was an act when they had sex, he shoots him not just once but twice in the leg so that he can't follow him into danger, and finally he tells Nanahara that he forgot Doumeki and can't remember him because of a head injury (which I think we all can tell that that's a lie). All these acts are ways to protect Doumeki from practically killing myself by doing this job. I think that the last resort Yashiro had to make sure that Doumeki would leave is by telling him he forgot about him. Yashiro does this because Doumeki is very stubborn. Even with all the things that Yashiro has said and done to Doumeki to try to get him to leave the group and leave Yashiro alone it goes through one ear and out the other for Doumeki. But even with Yashiro saying he forgot Doumeki I don't think Doumeki is planning to leave him just like that. I feel like Doumeki will try to find other ways to stand by Yashiro side to protect him even if it means from a distance.
Anyway, I just want Yashiro to know that it's okay for change to happen in your life, it's okay to let go of the past and move forward with your life. To be able to finally be at peace with yourself and be able to have someone like Doumeki in your life that will accept you for who you are and love you no matter what.