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I carelessly got pregnant when i was 18 , my lover like the story too was a creature with no empathy , so the choice was inevitable but i just could not bring myself to do it so i tried killing myself which was ofc not successful but like my biggest blessing and my worst curse i miscarried only two weeks after i found out . Everyday I live with the guilt every passing moment I wish life would've ended at 18 . Even if it naturally happened i cant help but blame my body my consciousness and me as a whole in taking away an innocent life . The overwhelming guilt and emptiness is something i will carry with me forever . This story however gives me a glimmer of hope however selfish and crude it is of me I hope that god is this merciful and your soul be able to make the decision to choose a more courageous mother .