
Dropping this series it’s just been downhill what the fck I’m reading. Problematic top forcing himself on a married straight man

He’s a widow and on top of that lost his child too. I’m hoping for happy ending for him where he finally gets away and finds love with someone else. Probably a man since this is BL, a man who will reach him what love actually is and they can be together while raising that boy we met at the beginning of the story.
Is this a novel I can find somewhere?