Honestly I hated it... the art was great and I suppose it was realistic. I just am so mad that nothing could go well for tomohisa he even got a disease and died at 46... I spent the whole time reading this wishing that these 2 actually talked or thought through anything together. And I spent it being so confused on how two people could be so in love and yet so unsure of their own feelings. I'm still confused as to why hideo freaked out so much... I know he was suddenly questioning his feelings but why? There is nothing wrong with pitying someone its actually the base of most caring emotions... feeling sad for someone because they're suffering... I just don't think is was realistic for hideo to start being so cold to tomohisa because he's hurting him more through his freakout about not loving him enough... if anything I expected the conflict to be about his struggle with being unaccepted by Society (his family) for being gay... and the thing with Germany, why was hideo going with only an option at the end... and what is tomohisas great dream? I've never heard of it, and especially of it being such an important goal that's worth breaking up with the person he thought he wanted to be for the rest of his life... or even that going to Germany was so important for it to be a success... I thought he only wanted to help, why does he need to leave the country for the rest of his life for that to be fulfilled... honestly I wish the author had stopped after the first story I think it was happier than this ending... And I like their story better before all this unnecessary drama that only make me sad for their sake that it couldn't have ended earlier...
Everytime I finish this manga I'm left with the urge to cry... It's so happy but the fact that i can no be part of their story is somehow heartbreaking :( it's just such ideal love... a wonderful story
I'm kinda confused on how alex figured out Graham liked fin? Like just cause he was carrying him?
body language. He's been observing Graham for quite sometime now so he at least knows many of his different expressions. zit could be Graham's normally stern face softens when he's with Fin.
if you read the first series (spoiler) he wishes he brought fin to his bedroom instead of the toy room
To be honest my favorite thing about this manga was the fact that the uke actually intended to give up on the seme because he knew he wanted someone who would love him back and the seme wouldn't. I'm so glad that it wasn't another case of the uke deciding to just take what he could get because he loved the seme so much. And even more so, I loved that when kaoru went to the hospital he stood his ground and actually told the seme what's what. He didn't give him a whole speech or get teary or beggy he calmly looked him in the eye and told him he hated what he had done and didn't want to see him anymore unless he changed. And the way he did it made me so happy! It was just slightly on the cruel side of calm and I felt that was so appropriate for what he went through! Although personally I could never take someone back if they cheated I sure as hell would want them to realize the extent to which they had hurt me and I'm glad this uke did. Although I really wish the extra had been a few years in the future so we could see if their relationship lasted
Which, unfortunately, he didn't follow through...
True... but at least the seme was the one who had to change and find him! If he hadn't, kaoru would have stayed away. Honestly that's the most you can expect from a yaoi where they need to end up together for a "happy ending"
Right about that. That hospital scene really was a redeeming moment for this manga!
I hated the cheating but I feel like the seme just decided they were 'dating' and the how just thought of it as sex friends in which case it wasn't cheating.... itd be like if someone you were just fucking kept going on about how you were dating; you don't really want to tell them but you also don't want to date so it'd be annoying. Not that i condone that attitude its selfish and shallow but I can understand that mindset. Obviously the uke has had a sex friends relationship with all his roommates and honestly the fact that he doesn't feel guilty just make me feel a bit better about it cause you feel guilty when you do something like cheat on the one you love but I honestly don't think he though about it like that at all, they were NOT dating in his mind... whatever i still didn't like the cheating but it didn't ruin all the cuteness.... I think it was supposed to contrast the moment later in the story where they say he doesn't play around anymore in a way that makes the reader realize his change in feeling and/or commitment