I knew there was so much more to it.
Excuse me now while I go cry over one of my favorite characters.
Poor baby :'( I can't even imagine.
I replied to my own comment but lost it somehow:
I think I should explain something:
I knew he wasn't the one who chose his career. He had a misleading reputation and the cruelty behind his past actions wasn't his alone if at all. He isn't the dimwitted brute he's perceived to be. He was the hand of death for many, but the sword was not his to world, and the deed was not born of his evil. He is not evil. He was pushy, but always asked for consent. He was rough, but never cruel. He held the man he clearly lives captive for his own safety, but he was always kind in any way he could be without being ignorant. And worst of all, I foresee a lot of regret from his lover when the worst of what he has planned, comes to fruition.
I wrote it better the first time... Sigh
So my one big theory is one of the following:
1. Mc poisons ml and right before he takes the poison, he falls in love with him. Either mc will have to take the poison himself or do something to prevent ml from interesting it. Although I have a feeling the method of assassination will end up being a weapon and mc will take the assault to save ml. Mc will be hurt but he'll be ok and they'll live as happily ever after as they can for a warlord and his boyfriend in the times they live in...
OR
2. Mc dies instead of ml, also in an attempt to save ml and because it will be after they confess to one another, ml will take his own life because he'll feel like the man he came to love was the only person who, although eventually, actually understood and accepted him.
If I were writing this, #2 is how I would end it, but I prefer to read happy endings. I just like writing stories that have the most impact because stories that effect is the most are the ones that stick with us the longest. I'm just also a happy go lucky person so sad stories kinda destroy my soul... I know it's a little bizarre lol.
I freaking hope the communication is going to start getting better now, this is driving me nuts! I mean it at least makes sense but he is wrong and it's pissing me off. He will help you. Stop hiding things from him. Your together, your problems ARE his problems. He wants to take them on so you don't have to deal with them alone.
GRAAAAAAA
Why do I love this story so much? It's so sexy, but I am not at all into rape, and absolutely hate violence, but this is so hot and I actually want these two together. I find myself thinking: “just shut up and accept it already!” That's so fucked up! What is wrong with me?!?
...why can't the next chapter be out already?
Whatever the fuck a few weeks ago was from my head-canon. Rape? What easier? Never happened. Two dudes were being morons then they said they loved one another. I think the author hiccuped. That's what that was. Author hiccuped and accidentally posted some weird shit that made no sense both in their universe nor ours and then they confessed. End of story and I won't listen to what anyone else says happened
*firmly planted fingers in ear holes*
Lalalalala I'm not listening lalalalala everything is perfect other than his ahole father that they're gonna kill real fuckin hard, and the uncle and his son that also need to be gang banged with semi tire irons.











obsessed (?) with him? Infatuated? Date I say, in love? Taeseo if clearly addicted at the very least but when feelings are brought up, he pretends he has none. Even out adorable, perfect little cinnamon bun knows better. He questions how/why Taeseo could keep coming back if he didn't have feelings; at least if I'm remembering correctly... I still love him too though. He's just unaware that he's capable of carrying more than he ever has in the past. He put his boundaries out at the beginning and Yeomin is emotionally mature as fuck so if he starts to feel like he wants more, I don't doubt he'll just back out. He'd likely be sad for the loss but I've LITERALLY NEVER seen someone in tune with themselves as this adorable puppy of a man.
Yeomin is the most emotionally stable and responsible human I've ever been aware of, fictional or otherwise, and being he is in the mindfuck of a gene that is yaoi, that's MASSIVE. I think the less emotionally responsible person I've ever come across is also in this genre, but I can't tell you whom because of not tired for first, they just barely beat the competition by a nanotube.
Anyway, I'm here for the ride either way, pin intended. I just hope Taeseo doesn't say the wrong thing and hurt Yeomin. Just because he's the emotional equivalent of freaking Ghandi, doesn't mean he doesn't have a breakable heart.