This is nothing but a rape fantasy so far. Is there any plot? I'm still on chapter 29 after taking a year break from this. I came back to see that him fighting back is just a plot device to make him seem more desirable to his rapist and continue raping him. I don't know if I can continue if it's just repeated. Realistically many people would stop fighting and dissociate after a while and I noticed Leon keeps 'rebelling' in order to keep the sex scenes going I don't like that. I know it's just fiction but my heart hurts from this.
I mean his character is not as bad as the ones in other BL like BJ Alex and Jinx. He became self aware and realized how selfish he was acting. IMO I can see his thought process go from "what can I do to benefit from this man" to "what can I do to make this man happy" and gets verbal consent from him +thinks about alpha's comfort I personally become irritated by the "I'm not good enough so I'll leave you" drama so I like how they communicated their feelings and wants to each other. Overall I don't think this story is meant to be serious enough to actually tackle the heavy issues in ABO world, so it's not that deep. In fact it seems to be making fun of ABO by reversing the usual omega = submissive/bottom and alpha = dominant/top. Don't like glasses guy too much though. He forcefully put himself on the Arab guy no matter the outcome and acted as the typical toxic ABO alpha behavior ironically as a beta to the alpha haha
I am not ready for the next chapter I feel like it's gonna break my heart