Don't say sorry. Don't need their apology because it's not your fault. You are the victim. Be honest, say you hate them! punch them in the face, fight for your life! It's okay to die from their kicks, punches, blows, slashes, etc. Rather than their cocks roughly entering your hole should be the death of you. But I hope they die before you; how lucky are they?
This is so mee when I daydreaming that my crush feel inlove with me, but to me this is impossible b'cuz my crush doesn't know I exist.