
Honestly, I feel that fear about losing someone you hold so dear. I have that fear of losing my mom since I was still a kid when I understood the concept of death. I have that fear since and the idea of my mom ever passing away puts me in anxiety and I honestly don't know what I'll do when it happens.

I never really understood why having to be big and at the top is somehow equate to happiness. Yeah, it's nice to have dreams, but sometimes, you can also find happiness is simple things. MC clearly found his happiness in this small quiet town on the countryside while he was so miserable and stressed out to the point of losing his sense of taste when he was big, so seeing his old boss trying to tell him he was 'rotting away' and go back to that hellhole when clearly he was happy and healthy just feels annoying.
Oh for the love of... please don't go the beastality route! Please!!!