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ⓘ This person is... ⓘ
Hana; she/they⠀⠀
The urge to read yaoi is increasing but I still can hold it in
My English is becoming rusty and I'm scared. It's a sign. I'm healing
Don't like how my ass became my center of the pain while on period.
I miss writing, I miss journalling, I miss venting and yapping on this page
Happy Eid Mubarak... It feels weird. I restraint myself for one month. I can finally read yaoi again. I mean I'm always like this. Idk.
Gwan sik set the standard too high. May this love find me.
I have no attachment. Delete je comment.
I love how it's natural for me to just converse in English
So many story to be told here but once I open this site, I forgot. AHHHHH IM SO FUCKING BUSY TWO DAMN WEEK AND HARINI BARU RASA TENANG SIKIT
I fucked up big time. I overspent my budget and now I have no money to eat, to pay for my university fee, I borrow my roommate money... I don't have any money left.
I almost tell my irl about my username here. Pls I promise myself to never tell her about this site. Pls myself
Damn it's been 3 months since I last wrote here. I've been so busy and shit. Alr so first of all, I want to write a lot of thing, what happened etc but I've been stressing a lot. And it's draining to do anything. I can't even function well. I think maybe since the second semester is almost over. I'll finally able to feel a closure. Damn I miss rotting in my bed. Secondly, I just happened to read a bl manga. Blessed everyone "same sex don't have anything that ties them together unless they're having a child or marriage" tf, so being together meant you have to fill out the form. Birthing. That's disrespectful.
I hate guideverse with my whole being. I hate the feeling of being use. Also force psychical. Don't have any choices. You were bind to someone. Drain yourself for other. Damn I hate this subgenre sm. Most of the story contain rape and there's no love in the beginning. Sex without love? Yes you can have sex for fun but I choose what I read. I may complain but I'll never read those. I've read few out of curiosity to try wtf is this. Alr maybe there's wholesome story out there that I haven't read yet. But most of it are angsty....
Let's talk about romantic feeling. Or just feeling in general. I've been struck with a weird feeling. I called it attraction against will ahahaha. It's so weird. Never thought I could feel like this. It feel suffocating. I can't control the feeling. I hate it so much. I should accept it and be understanding but no. I don't want to acknowledge it. Honestly I don't even know what types of feeling it is. Have no idea. Never in a billion people, I'd choose her inside the room. Thinking about this made me depressed lmao I wish to kms. It's so bad. I finally understood how... I never thought about this topic deeply. I just thought if that time came then I'd deal with it. Sexual preference is easy to understand but romantic feeling. I got a knack for women but I never dive deep down enough into the hole lol I'm scared. What if I never get out? What if I stuck there with no way out? What if I no longer can act normal... I'm normal. I'm talking about me. I still have social duty... Being with woman isn't wrong at all... But I'm scared of me. I don't want to get hurt. It's better to off myself when I can't live being myself or pretending to be a dutiful daughter. I'm in this shameful shell I'm choose to be in. Fyi I'm transparent asf. I was outed one time. I tired of telling this story. Just wanna say it was the most horrible thing a person did to me. Even if the one you're telling is my best friend. ...gosh I'm getting depressed again. Just when I find myself a little reason to live. This is no laughing matter. I might be talking like it's about nothing big. But people are being killed for "against the nature" I don't want to- oh god I'm getting deep there. Hmm
One thing about me, I don't read servant x master trope. I won't say I hate it but that feel wrong. I'm all good for love to be bloom but me? volunteer? to read those then hmmm no. What's the title again. It's one of the famous servant-master story. The uke keep getting injured. Mind you I'm traumatized. Also you should just do your work. I like it when stories is more what it seems. Plot twist, the servant is actually a royal. Boom. Also love-hate relationship between me and job application
The start of semester 2 break
Another battle of friendship. Would I save it or not? Idk how to talk about this. I'm trying to get away from this so bad while they're trying to secure us again. I don't feel anything anymore. I only feel bad and guilty. Stop. I made empty promises. Don't you know when to stop? I don't hate you. I don't want us to interact anymore. I feel drained. Idk how to say it to you.
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I love the rational, assertive, mature (not limited to age) and independent type uke a lot. Their cool and relaxed personality is very refreshing to me....In other words I hate whiny, crybaby and weak minded uke.i can never enjoy them let alone feel sympathy when they face trouble lol! So~
WARNING
this list will have uke that I find,
COOL & Relaxed
Elegant &
Hot
Queen or slutty
& Most of all, jaw dropping beauties that knows what they want!
From Yes_Rhade:This is a really cute, sweet story about two single dads Asakura and Kentarou, whose ...
- Author: KODAKA Kazuma
- Genres: Comedy / Drama / Shounen Ai / Slice of Life
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Single Parents & adorable kids plots gets more exposure in these stories.. little cutie pies always makes the story far superior,sweet & worth reading
- seme w/ kid
- uke w/ kid
- raised by couple/married
- split up [(†) - dead ex/p]
- adopted kid
- bro guardian
- kid gets the main role
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The birth rate is falling sharply in 21st Century Japan. To combat the decreasing numbers, there's o...
- Author: Kairi
- Genres: Manga / Yaoi / Romance / Smut