I've lived through a dark period where i blamed myself for my sister's illness and the affects on her life .. no matter how hard i tried to convince myself that it was not my fault it only became worse, my life deteriorated and became a huge ball of messiness and anxiety of the unknown .. it may be difficult for people not going through what he is to understand the severness of the issue which is why i understand the friend and appreciate her apology, people around me blamed me for blaming myself which made me suicudal eventually .. smh
Aww mo you are the toughest cookie in the whole world (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ