as much as this story paints to be a cute mpreg bl, i just cant help but feel so bad for hosik.. like my guy's college life was ruined because he had to give birth and raise a baby! seme's career is already progressing but uke hasnt yet bc he has to raise a baby that he was dubious on having.. idk it's TOXIC im very much aware of that and the toxic elements seem unintentional from the cute art style. and whats scary is that from seme's perspective when meeting uke, it all looked dazzling and romantic but it was hell on uke's pov.. free him!!
Just to be sure, how far r u in story? Cuz as u read more things start to make sense, as to y hosik can get pregnant in the first place. And yeah, toxic? It is, ik too. But ml too waited so long even if he doesn't remember the feelings are there, and It might just me, but I tent to look at the bright side
caught up to the officials ^^.. but honestly.. by things making "sense" you mean justifying the r/pe hosik went thru?? like ik in the chapters theyre trying to connect the dots that oh both of them have mutual feelings for each other so it make sense that they can have a child yay! but please i honestly cant defend ml's actions bc he was very inconsiderate in hosik's pov lol. just my thoughts
I never defended him or think his actions are ok, and to be fair, I know hosik got pregnant without having a say in it but he never wanted to have a abortion, but he knew he wouldn't be able to raise a child alone, (but not gon lie if the ml hadn't come hosik would still not have gotten the abortion knowing him, the story would have gon the 'it's my baby!?, no it's not!!!' Kinda Senario in my opinion) And *SPOILER* alert, like Ig he is desperate after two life times (not defending him!) Like he said he wanted to be with hosik in his first life but he needed a successor and in his second life too maybe that's y in this he can get pregnant, and it was so painful in his second life only ml remembered their first life and suffered so much.
I'm well aware what he did was unforgivable but it's really not ur typical bl where the ml just r-word the Mc the first time they make eye contact, they did had a cute relationship at first which the ml ruined himself, but like I said, I tend to focus on the bright side in things or I might have yeet myself off a building by now.
Ok i understand bc u rly need to digest unintentionally(?) toxic bl properly by **tolerating** some of its elements so u can finish reading them. like ik it doesnt seem like the textbook definition of toxic in itself and im not trying to shame it by being toxic bc there are bl that are enjoyable with its toxic elements. its quite a hard read at least for me, bc the power imbalances between hosik and ml is just so disgusting lol, reminds me a lot of those typical 1980s power dynamics between the "husband" and "wife"... where the husband goes home from work and then theres the wife who already prepared dinner for him.. ml seems "sweet" but he also has subtle playing-victim moments.. he should be glad hes good-looking..
i just really wanted to point out how they glorified tf out of ml in this story LMAO, but yeah- "not typical" is kind of an overstatement doe because there is in fact. a lot of these "not typical" bls where seme r/pes uke and then cues the chasing arc and redemption arc.. anyway! sorry if i assumed that u were justifying his actions, ur wording just made it seem u were defending him
been reading this for 2 years.. and its finally ending
ik everyones talking about the "knife" but HOW TF DID HE MAGICALLY WORE HIS SHOES WHEN HE GOT OUT.. i coulda swore he literally just had socks on
as much as i find hiatuses displeasing, this can help me focus on my exams for the whole 2 weeks
exams in september??
yeah its kinda common in some place in sea
^YUHH SEASIANS RISEEE
damn that must be rough
good luck tho
yuh. I have to go back to uni, sem breaks end
I have 2 exams this month for just one class anddd the semester started 3 weeks ago.