
I should have read your comments before starting this. Now I feel a bit disgusted

Sure!
The fanfiction < Whose title is " Until My Feet Bleed and My Heart Aches " > also has a sequel, or rather a re-release this time totally from Victor's POV. If possible, it is even more painful and touching.
Find the first here and, in notes, the link for the sequel.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8748484/chapters/20055247
Enjoy the reading!
Thanks endless Haribo. It was a beautiful, incredible, painful and intriguing trip. Your designs took my breath away and made me cry more than once. Great first work