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When I finished reading something it makes me feel relieved that I reached it and know what happens in the end, but this part of me feels so empty, my heart aches seeing my source of happiness end. This is my attachment issues with reading so much lmao. And the characters make me feel so attached, they slowly develop me in a way and when it all ends it feels like it was just taken away from my memory, but the thing is it doesn't feel the same when I read it again. I know what's gonna happen next to so doesn't feel as exciting as it would be anymore . But when I do re-read it it's like a trip back down to memory lane (a nostalgic feeling I guess). And I start to notice some things I've never noticed before the first time I've read it which I think is so strange. but this whole feeling is so strange
