I get all the ppl saying it’s a realistic reaction for an adult not to believe a kid looking like he’s throwing a tantrum. On the other hand there’s a lot of ppl irl who genuinely believe in having a “bad feeling” or trusting their instincts which has actually saved a bunch of ppl from dangerous situations. There’s been a lot of real life events where ppl got a bad feeling about someone they meet or that they’re in a place they shouldn’t be and then the bad thing actually ends up on the news, to someone else- like the person they met got arrested for murdering someone or an accident happened in that area.
I believe it’s a widely known thing that animals can sense danger ahead of time and children can sense bad people. I get the mom’s lack of belief in the story but you’d think she’d start thinking to believe the mc after the several times he told them to do something and it turned out well 24/7. In this single scene, it feels like she cares more of what others think and how they see them rather than what her child is thinking or feeling. In general, if I were a mother and my kid suddenly starts saying “it’s dangerous, we gotta go now!” Out of nowhere, even if I have my doubts- I’d still choose to believe my child and ignore whatever the people around us thinks of this “tantrum.” I’d at least take him to another area, ask him what’s wrong and be wary of what could possibly be making my child act so frightened rather than make him feel like he’s saying nonsense. In general, brushing kids off like that is an easy way to make your kids stop trusting you and confiding in you. (Unless you have good reason and the kid always says nonsense and plays pranks).
So I’m only on chapter 19 rn and I can see how ppl find the FL stupid. She’s very desperate when it comes to her crush and will drop anything for q-ta. She truly doesn’t listen at all. Her original goal was to be better than her mother as an actress but got completely side-tracked with this romance. What really bothered me was how she hears how the ppl who worked with her and took care of her, is excited about celebrating her accomplishment and planned a dinner party and was waiting for her to come home- only for her to ditch it and go with lover boy.
Oh and another note:
I’m surprised but it looks like I’m the only one rooting for haruka to be the ML. I feel like there’s too many issues with qta and the manager. Qta originally wanted to be with her to be the son-in-law of her father and he does disregard her path to being an actress over his little romance with her. The manager is too old for her and it feels off with her thinking he’s her benefactor, the scales in power feels wrong. Haruka is the one I feel suits the role as ML best, both because of character development and relationship development where FL and him don’t immediately see each other as love interests. And she is the most normal when she’s around him compared to being on her toes around qta and the manager
Chapter 23:
Her mom really is a nasty human being. If it wasn’t enough that the first chapter showed it, she just reveals more revolting stuff. They had it on point though, making her like the evil queen from Snow White. She’s jealous of her own daughter since she was a kid both due to looks and attention. She feels the need to take everything from her, so it’s not surprising that she wanted to take away the tutor whom the mom assumed FL had a crush on. and the way she had to degrade her young kid to feel better about herself is insane.
Chapter 30: yep she completely went off the rails of her original goal and chose her love life over her career. Dropped everything to go chase after her man in New York. Funny thing is, he would drop her for an opportunity to work with her dad. The FL made a man her priority and the same can’t be said for him. He doesn’t care for her career either. I fully agree and understand the comments calling her stupid. Her heads stuck in the clouds and I’m honestly looking forward to it all crashing down and slapping her in the face with reality. Everyone around her is sugar coating it but if it were me as the manager, I’d call her the biggest disappointment of my career lmao.
Alright so I checked and it looks like this manga has been on hiatus since 2009. It looks like the mangaka doesn’t want to continue this story seeing as they’re more focused on working on a different manga if theirs.
Good news for me though is that they more recently (2024) made a spin off of this manga called, “Ore wa aidoru wo yametai.” Which features a different FL and haruka. Which sounds like haruka definitely is not the ML, but I’m not upset over it since FL here is too dumb anyways lol. The only thing is they cut haruka’s hair, which is a shame cause I liked the style of it being long :(
Lmaoo this got me to read and finish the entire novel right away. (The novel isn’t that long in my opinion, it’s 2 volumes) It’s interesting to see how their relationship developed. The only thing that bothered me in the novel was how vague the time skips were in the story. Like I could be reading the story and then all of a sudden they mention how it’s been a year or years since they met. They don’t show a clear amount of time.
And it’s annoying how much ppl be complaining about the art. I guess that’s the problem with spin-offs main story. Fans of the main will never be satisfied with art they’re already used to. Which is a shame because I think this art is beautiful and has a detailed and soft style. You can see it when it comes to the backgrounds and features of the characters.
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It’s funny to see how xinlu goes from being an unstable violent man to being a needy bf LOL. He’s the type of bf to whine about yuri not contacting him enough or yuri not loving him as much as he is. He’s so jealous and possessive.
Where do you read the novel?? Pls I need it Also you're right about the art
Some people are complaining about it when it's so pretty...
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Omgg thank you
Wish author would stop with the sappy mincheol flashbacks like it would change anything. If there’s gonna be mincheol flashbacks, I’d rather it finally show the bad memories. I’d rather have more taeha backstory. I hope author would stop with the agonizing slow reveal of mystery.
Anyways hopefully this isn’t a sorta “clickbait” ending where it misleads readers to think Taeha and mincheol will meet, but it doesn’t actually happen yet lol.
I get that you don’t like him but that’s kinda not the point I think the author is doing something a lot of ppl don’t do and that’s look at all sides of a story they have showed the bad side but they are showing his view an abusers mindset which is interesting and adds to things
How shallow minded can you be, it’s no fun if you’re not able to empathise with a character there’s no such thing as pure evil.
I didn’t say anything about not wanting to see his view. I said I didn’t want to see the “happy” memories of him. It literally adds no relevance. It doesn’t have any change on the current events in the story. It’s like here’s a cute memory of them going on a date! Like readers didn’t already know from the previous multiple happy memories that their relationship used to be good. The point was already made that their relationship wasn’t all bad, it’s just repetitive at this point.
Okay…mincheol dick rider, I truly don’t give af about him
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Also they didn’t show the bad side fully. They showed brief hints of the bad memories. There’s still so much mystery but the author still hasn’t revealed any full flashback on the bad events that occurred in their relationship.
Those happy memories are literally his view of things from the past if you were to actually pay attention some are from her view and some are from his these memories also lead into what the main love used to see.so it’s not repetition.they did in fact show the bad side that’s kinda the whole point of the beginning of the story or you wouldn’t hate him so much if you didn’t know.if you don’t get things say that but don’t bash the creator for showing all views of the past and how it lead to the love triangle they have right now.most of the characters have flashbacks even the side characters you just hate seeing the happy ones that include struggle.
No they didn’t show the bad side. You’re getting it confused with HINTS of the bad memories and the current bad moments shown. The bad flashbacks I’m talking about are the fully revealed violent moments where it shows how and who injured her, her miscarriage, the full debt scene, their first divorce, her kicking him out of the house the first time. And what are you even on about?? There was nothing about me bashing the creator, tf??? Did you think me saying my opinion of scenes I don’t like, equals me hating on the creator? What you need to do is chill tf out. You can’t take any criticism for your beloved or what.
Your not getting ur going in circles.The Happy you are seeing from the past is his view.
I see why mc is upset though, it’s not my favorite trope when someone switches up on another so quickly like a flip of a switch. Hopefully mc calms down eventually and actually tries to see it from ML’s perspective. MC saying ML’s explanation for not being able to give out medicine- is “insane.” Isn’t smart? ML just told him several children died because they had given out medicine freely before, and mc disregarded that cause he was still stuck on what ML did.
As what ppl can see, ML clearly is not raised as a normal functioning human. He doesn’t know right from wrong and acts like a child mentally. I hope MC can realize that soon. And I get MC’s point that there obviously still needs to be morals, but playing the hero for everyone won’t work in a zombie apocalypse. I guess that’s the con of MC waking up knowing nothing and then being immediately taken into a shelter. He didn’t get to see how bad the world was yet, how humans can turn on each other, and how situations can quickly got to shit due to cause and effect of momentary decisions. Unfortunately it looks like mc may have to experience it the hard way that generous behavior won’t work for everything.
I also am surprised that nearly no one mentions how MC himself is suspicious as well. It’s like everyone completely forgot that time when ML woke MC up from his sleep and MC held a knife to his throat unconsciously. MC seems to have some sort of instinctive fighting skills but no one remembered it. I guess it’s cause it happened briefly, was brushed off, and wasn’t shown again?
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Anyways this whole medicine situation reminds me of another manhwa where the mc used up all the medicine in a clinic and thought nothing of it, until near the ending- someone he cared about got fatally wounded and when he went to the clinic, there was no medicine left to use to save his loved one. Ultimately it was mc’s decision that directly affected their death. (Although the environment and reasoning for using that medicine is different for this story).
Regarding I also am surprised that nearly no one mentions how MC himself is suspicious as well. It’s like everyone completely forgot that time when ML woke MC up from his sleep and MC held a knife to his throat unconsciously.
I think it because everyone reads the story for Guwon. Most of the comments are always about Guwon
Yeah, Guwon's argument about the medicine was literally 100% logical, and I feel like it's gonna come back to bite MC in the ass later. Someone else is gonna get sick and they're gonna be short on medicine, and then Guwon is gonna regress even further psychologically because "You said I was wrong, teach!" which will cause even more conflict between them...
That old auntie is pissing me off. She’s so selfish and would rather tie the FL down to keep the grandkid there. She couldn’t give a shit about the FL’s feelings. She’d rather value some random man out of pity and for the benefits. Auntie should marry him instead if she wants it so bad and have kids while she’s at it so she doesn’t have to hover over the FL’s child anymore
I wish we got to see them actually have scenes as a family thoughhhh
I will say though, it’s sad when some people can’t stand it when everything isn’t romantic love. There were no signs of romantic love there. And don’t forget it has to be MUTUAL. I’m all for GL when it’s actually a GL story, but hate when the forced headcanon of shippers push that narrative. Sure I can see remilia being a bisexual queen, but emi had no thoughts of that at all, so it feels forced. Not everything has to be romantic, it can be familial love like a bond between sisters who’d do anything for each other (some readers don’t got sisters, so they wouldn’t understand that strong bond without adding wuhluhluh). Remilia one-sidedly worshipping emi like she’s her goddess doesn’t exactly give a good love relationship. Honestly I kinda see remilia leaning more towards asexual, with her lack of interest in romance in general paired with emi being her “savior” she worships.
I'd agree that Remilia seems asexual but since she's with Angel and even had sex, I'd say she's not. As for Remi and Emi, you're right that there's many kinds of love. But I would have said they have a sisterly love, I don’t really know how to feel about the motherly love and the whole pregnancy thing is a bit weird to me? But above all I just really don’t understand Angel's place. Does Remi love him? They've been together for 15 years. Or does she only care for Emi?
You do realize you can have sex and be asexual right???
Her loves transcends a title, it's not just platonically, romantic, motherly or anything else, she loves her too much to be bound by one thing
Also, she does love him, but for the love he has for Emi, so she kinda loves him
I mean duh. No need for the condescending tone you twerp. Of course she can still FORCE herself to have sex, but it’s not something she'd WANT. Asexual is when you don't feel sexual attraction or sexual needs so it's never going to be something Remi would want (IF she is asexual). Of course she COULD have sex if her feelings for Angel surpass that. Which I don't feel like is the case here.
Her love for Angel has never been displayed. Only at one moment during the last chapters do we see that she does somehow finds him comforting, and that it'd be ok if it's him. But that starts and ends there. That's why I'm saying he doesn’t feel like he belongs, at least not with Remi. I'd have thought Remi was setting everything up for Emi and then find a way to give her body back to Emi. She loves her enough to do that.
TikTok comments/readers back at it again. I saw a post on the recent chapter and the comments were full of so much hate bro. Hate for Serena (they’re delulu and think Serena has feelings for Frederick just cause she showed care for him??)
Hate for Frederick (chances are those ppl didn’t actually read the story and are just viewers of posts), and the only good comments are about eiser.
You can tell when a bunch of the TikTok readers don’t have any reading comprehension, or they just comment without actually reading the story.
But then again that specific poster’s page was about hating Serena and dick riding eiser, so they love to spread misinformation. It’s a shame their post went viral too, spreading wrong info and the gullible non-readers eat it up
Wow. I'm so glad tiktok is banned in my country. At least i didn't have to see that shitty post
I litterally always see Eiser hate and Serena love so do we have opposite fyps? Tho I agree tiktok manhwa community sucks. I hate both eiser hate and serena hate
lol well, it was just one post that had like 100k views (its.me.gigi_) The first pinned video of the latest chapters. The op makes tons of misleading replies to ppl in the comments. And their entire page is about loving eiser and hating Serena.
I’m still reading (chapter 14) and ngl the mc is annoying af. He’s already an idiot but damn even trying to lie to the childhood friend he’s using for his body, is crazy. It’s the way mc is acting like he’s cheating on ml and trying to sneak around that makes it feel even more icky. I know damn well, if mc was the top- ppl would be trashing tf outta him lmao
Bro these complainers are seriously so annoying. They gotta come back every time and click on the damn story just to make their same copy paste negative opinion about the art. It’s crazy cause they feel like they have a say and are some sort of qualified judge- but they’re not a professional artist or writer, just some reader taking what they can get for free off an illegal site. I will always say this: those who complain will never be able to comment the same crap they say on the artist’s social media account or the official site. Why? Because they know their comment will get disliked or reported. Which is why they’re so happy to say anything on this site that doesn’t delete even the worst of comments.
Saying stuff like “the art is emotionless.” HONEY- yuri gable is described to be an EXPRESSIONLESS MAN 99% of the time. Everyone in the story is aware of it, even taeui. The only times he changes expression is when he’s having sex. Xinlu also likes to keep up a polite and plastered smiley expression 24/7, except when he’s with yuri (which the artist drew well). Anyways lemme just say that those who cry about not liking the art always feel the need to be validated. It’s one thing if the art deteriorated part way through the story and it’s another thing when the story has just begun and ppl complain cause it’s not up to their ideal. If I dislike the art of a new story, I simply don’t add it to my reading list and just move on. You can tell who really seeks attention and likes when they feel they need to announce their disapproval yet still clicking on the story every time. It’s not even constructive criticism, they give no actual advice, and they’re trying to comment this where the artist can’t see it. So don’t start with that crap.
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