
I feel like this is getting more complicated than what I signed up for

I completely agree. Royal Servant had a lot of sex. Kyon loved Lucaon and Lucaon was falling in love with Kyon. We faced the tragedy when Kyon remembered his past and was forced to leave Lucaon. Christoph's past made me sad too because the young boy had no autonomy and just wanted to stay with Ryan. But now Ryan is going to die if he doesn't have a cure, and that breaks my heart so much because we see how significant Ryan is and none of us want to let him go. When I started reading Royal Servant, I never thought I'd feel so sad at the thought of losing Ryan, and I was one of the readers who was angry at Ryan for making Kyon leave Lucaon LOL!! Please Ryan, please stay with us. ╥﹏╥
I honestly dislike him so much he's so malicious and selfish. He sees his friend's so happy in his relationship and excited, yet he is still trying to purposely sabotage him to only making him unhappy in the end. That is not true love!
Ya hes very jealous