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I usually don't mind this kind of yaoi where it's toxic or contains rape, etc. as long as it's done tastefully. But this one? Nah. I don't like it. Like, the only reason why they got together was bc uke was addicted to the new pleasure, and mistook that as love for seme. And you know what, that would be fine if the whole point of the manga was to be erotic and be a good fap-material, but this manga tried too hard to include realism and make it warm-hearted. Like if it's toxic, make it toxic! I don't care! It's good to know that not all relationships are perfect and has a happy ending. I'm just upset that that this manga treat this toxic relationship as completely normal, and tries to pass it as cute and silly. I saw potential in the manga until chapter 1, but when he brought the butt plug?? hell nah lol. Trust me, I've read some fucked up shit on here like kidnapping/confinement, extreme stalker, forced bdsm, blackmail, you name it all. ngl I enjoyed reading them too, but that's bc they always acknowledge itself that they are indeed doing fucked up shit! They don't try to pass is as something cute.
Also, this is just my personal taste, but the art style and the whole plot is just sooooo stereotypical and boring. I could literally guess the entire plot after reading Chapter 1 lol.
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I wish the characters' faces were a bit more expressive. (And lol lets not even talk about the empty plot.)
Like, the art style is so god damn pretty, but their facial expression is always just…neutral.
Like, it's always either :l or :o .
It reminds me of art style from Palace of Bardo, except that manhwa actually has an intresting plot.
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ngl Seungho with his hair down is a whole meal. (but also very sad scene, judging by the knife beside him and all, maybe he was trying to attempt suicide?? poor boy… His dad needs to go to hell)
Also, now that we're getting into his backstory, I hope all the ppl who were shitting on Seungho for being a bad bf would have some empathy for him, and support his relationship with Nakyum. He needs him. Ofc things started off quite rough, but really, things wouldn't have turned out this way if those events haven't happened. Like how Byeonduck was saying, they can be happy in their own way.
This is like my 15th time re-reading this manga, and as always, I can't help but to cry and smile like an idiot
the entire time. It is just so sweet, and the emotion in the art is breathtaking. When Kei was like, "You can't give up anymore…on living in your own way." I literally felt that. I'm still crying as I write this(;_;)