mayinu August 24, 2020 10:32 pm

"A fake Tamaki who'll do it is better than a real one who won't".

WOOOW, just wow. That's awful. To me, that just reads as it doesn't matter if it's not Tamaki as long as I get to have the sex I desire so much.

I know he thought that a while ago and he was younger too, so it definitely could be just his immature self, but it's still a fucked up thing to think if u are supposedly so in love with someone lol

    Eva Mark 06 August 25, 2020 12:08 am

    I think he was talking about him dirtying Tamaki with his sexual thoughts? Like, he prefers to take out his lust on others than dirtying the real Tamaki (since he can see he doesn't like sex)

    At least this is what I understood

    some perv August 25, 2020 12:13 am

    He was a previously closeted and sexually repressed gay kid with a huge crush on his supposedly straight best friend who had just entered a relationship and changed school.
    He was just speaking post-coital nonsense, enhanced by his young age and the fact that he felt smug after losing his virginity with a hottie.
    But his feelings for Tamaki were obviously genuine all along and never really faded since he decided on his own accord to end the sexual relationship with Takumi, even though he believed Tamaki was straight and in a relationship so nothing would happen between them. Even in the most recent chapter, he denied Takuli's advances twice, despite being horny as fuck.

mayinu August 12, 2020 2:36 am

But is there really shounen ai or is it just queer bait and a regular shoujo?

    CyberMonday August 12, 2020 2:59 am

    There really is shounen ai

    capucine August 12, 2020 10:22 am

    No bait trust me it's a masterpiece *chef kiss*

    mayinu August 12, 2020 6:30 pm

    Okay, thanks guys. I'll leave it in my tbr list for when it's completed lol

mayinu July 30, 2020 6:41 pm

Uhmm, but where are the sex scenes? Is it a censored version? :(

    min_nad July 30, 2020 6:48 pm

    I have the same question ╥﹏╥

    Rea July 30, 2020 6:55 pm

    The person who uploaded didn't have mature tappytoons ;-; I kinda wish they just let original uploader do their thing bc they give us the uncensored version

    b3nshoku July 30, 2020 7:52 pm
    The person who uploaded didn't have mature tappytoons ;-; I kinda wish they just let original uploader do their thing bc they give us the uncensored version Rea

    Ah, thanks for clearing that. And I agree with you, let the original uploader do their thing. Because this sucks. ╥﹏╥

    KoffeenKookies July 30, 2020 8:02 pm

    Exactly. Maybe the new uploader-san didnt see the mature version, or didnt click on the mature version ON button.
    On the 16+ version, there's not that smut chapter. They just skip it. Hoping someone will upload the smut scene tho

    min_nad July 31, 2020 2:43 am
    Exactly. Maybe the new uploader-san didnt see the mature version, or didnt click on the mature version ON button.On the 16+ version, there's not that smut chapter. They just skip it. Hoping someone will upload ... KoffeenKookies

    ┗( T﹏T )┛

mayinu July 25, 2020 8:13 pm

It was so good, but we really needed more of their present time :( and maybe more of Yudai's perspective. Like, when did his feelings change? The transition between being in love with Ryou to falling for Kakeru. I really need to see that in this kinda stories cause otherwise is not that convincing and it feels rushed:(

    ThingOfEvil July 26, 2020 8:52 am

    It was pretty clear to me, his feelings of friendship started to drift after Ryo got a girlfriend and they started to get closer, then more intimate.
    Yudai started to get involved with everything about kakeru and the kiss in the art room was literally his love exploding at his face, remember, he was pressuring kakeru about the guy he likes and just when he thought he was about to blurt it out, hekissed him before he could.

    The story was perfect IMO. It was subtle yet very clear, bittersweet and not vulgarly obvious.

    mayinu July 26, 2020 4:01 pm

    Yeah, that was a crucial moment, but I'm the kinda person that still likes moments with less ambiguity and to get more of the other's perspective. Regardless of the transition of feelings from one to another, I still feel like a more of them in present time would have been a actually perfect ending.

    ThingOfEvil July 26, 2020 5:53 pm
    Yeah, that was a crucial moment, but I'm the kinda person that still likes moments with less ambiguity and to get more of the other's perspective. Regardless of the transition of feelings from one to another, I... mayinu

    Indeed we only read the story from kakeru's point of view but that's what has built the atmosphere in the story, it would have felt totally different from yudai's Pov.
    As for their story starting from their reunion, I'd rather have a sequel than a prolongation... But that's my opinion, I really loved this story.

mayinu July 19, 2020 11:08 pm

This was going SO WELL until that awful rape scene. For FUCKS SAKE, really!? Completely unnecessary and totally glazed over. The seme didn't even PROPERLY apologize. It was just the uke accepting it and forgiving him. Ugh.

It was all so sweet and funny until the rape.

    Gala July 31, 2020 9:49 pm

    At least the uke acknowledge it WAS rape#-.-)

mayinu July 16, 2020 5:03 pm

I liked this. I just wish chapter 4 wasn't all about Asano's flashback cause THAT WAS SO LONG for a 1 volume story. Half a chapter or even 10/13 pages would have sufficed and we would have gotten a clear idea of what went down between them.

I liked Yaku too. He was clearly bothered by Hino at the start, but grew to like hanging out with him. They went out shopping, eating and he subconsciously started opening up to him, but wanted to keep his distance cause of his past heartbreak and the playboy image he had of Hino. Ofc I'm angry because Hino didnt deserve to be hurt like he was with all the micro aggressions Yaku threw at him, but it's written well enough to understand where he came from.

I would have liked the story to be a bit longer cause I wanted Yaku to suffer a bit more after realizing Hino was in love with him for years lol. He knew Hino didn't deserve the way he treated him and felt really bad about it, but I would have liked to see him pondering a bit more about how he fucked up and all lol.

However, I also appreciate how straightforward they were. Hino put himself in that situation, so he wasn't blaming Yaku for anything (even though Yaku was blaming himself and thinking he wasn't deserving of Hino for how he treated him) and Yaku had already realized he was attracted to Hino and there indeed was a connection other than sex, so he didn't wanna let him go EVEN MORE SO after seeing how sweet he was.


It was a nice read ♡

mayinu July 10, 2020 6:52 pm

There was too much unnecessary drama, so I had it in 3 stars, but these two chapters just lifted it to 4. Beautiful final chapters

mayinu July 9, 2020 6:56 pm

Dongha is suddenly becoming a bit TOO MUCH

mayinu June 17, 2020 11:12 pm

That was so hard to read lol

mayinu June 14, 2020 5:45 pm

Haven't seen Youngwon since chapter 51 or so TT I hope there's more balance now that the second couple is finally an item. I love them, but I miss Haemin and Youngwon sm

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