
I dont think its that he didnt care in the past but more was scared to be left by seme and was scared that just like his father even if the uke loved him seme would never entirely reciprocate. He could have communicated his insecurity so they could work through it together but he was too scared to be so venerable in front of seme. He had nightmares where he saw lots of blood and was operating on someone, then when he wakes up he went looking for seme so i think he had nightmares of seme being injured and him trying to operate on him and failing, which wouldnt make sense for someone you dont care about.Then theres the whole its better for us if we break up now, i think it was more of "your already getting sick of me lets spilt before i become in too deep." I also dont think he would join the racing company for seme after they split and then keep and eye on him from afar (where he couldnt get hurt) if there was no feelings involved. His family was clearly wealthy so i doubt he wouldnt be able to just work at another hospital. He also says he works there because theres "someone he wants to take care of." I think he is starting to overcome his fear even if its just baby steps and i look foward to seeing him develope.
This is kinda messy not sure how easy it would be to understand but in short im saying i think uke loves seme and is scared of the love he has for seme while also being scared of the love seme showed for uke. Hes like this because growing up his mom loved his dad and his dad said he loved his mom while cheating on her regularly. Everyone knew even his mom but she loved his dad too much to leave.

The only reason im still here is cuz if i dont see leon get revenge on them i will have a mental breakdown leon did not deserve this i did not come this far to see him suffer till the end i want him to be happy amd away from these phsycos even if he thinks any of them make him happy in the end it is stockholm syndrome and he will wake up from it.
If he served five years in the us and 3 in korea he spent 8 years total activly in the military his girlfriend lived in america so hes known her for five years unless he took a vacation from the military around a year before i doubt the baby is his. Especially since he says when he finally got home there was a baby waiting so it implys he hadnt been home for a while.
that is exactly what i thought when i read it.
BUT GAH DAMN THE BABY LOOKS LIKE HIM YK
FUGGIN CUTE AF