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i thought isabel and daniel ran away WHAT THEY DIED??? FRFR???? thats crazyyy

that feels so wrong

how about your grand duke being a bich to the only person with the L-stones you need?

ain't no way that was your negotiation tactic bro (￣∇￣") our lil angel stands up for his people >:)

Just reread a few chapters because I forgot why Jin was so pissed at Matthew

Then I was reminded of how Matthew was drugging Jin with sedatives and just kept fucking him.

I was like oh, why did Jin feel so betrayed?

Oh yeah. Cos Matt was pumping him full of drugs selfishly.

It's amazing how everybody just let that pass

NON-CON IN THE FIRST CHAPTER. I'm StrawVeriBerry and I'm the tl, redrawer and cleaner for this trans...

Ayami, an office worker lamenting the lack of opportunities to meet new people at work, desires to b...

A MAN WHO COMMUNICATES HIS ATTRACTION CLEARLY (so there's no chance for misunderstandings), aaaaaaAND HE RESPECTS BOUNDARIES???????

that's crazyyyy like he's so hot for that. and in a BL??? crazyyyy

now the psycho has seen taegun's backlash is

I just know he's gonna try to find some way to take advantage of it in the future ughhhhhh I am in dread

they never asked for a gambling addict of a brother but here they are, suffering the unjust consequences

Leo really blew all his chances

JJ was fully ready to get back together in the warehouse because seeing injured Leo probably softened him up. Leo made a whole show of blushing and fidgeting and JJ answered "Sure, I also..." SO fast, he didn't even wait for Leo to finish his sentence. Only to be slapped with "wanna be fuck buddies?"... his response, "What" was even grey-shaded to signal disappointment. The interaction wasn't a *misunderstanding* because there was nothing to misunderstand.

Leo wanted his luck back, not JJ. Sure, he misses JJ but he didn't walk into the warehouse intending to mend their relationship. He wanted his lucky charm dildo to win races again and had too much pride to tell that to JJ straight. Instead, he talks about having slept around with multiple people, and only wanting to fuck JJ again because of their special chemistry... wtf was even JJ supposed to do.

For Leo, it was his "last chance" to keep fucking JJ, not his last chance to date JJ again. Sure, Leo "loves" JJ but until JJ left him, Leo loved himself more. "...Fuck this. I'm don't gonna date someone who hates me, anyway. I'm just doing this for my career". His pride is so high in the fucking sky, that he refuses to even consider that maybe, he wants to fuck JJ to feel a connection with him again. Because everybody wants Leo Lombardi--and not the other way around. And it's not JJ's responsibility to get Leo's head out of his ass.

Plus the only reason Leo even reached out was because he lost that race and got injured.
Proof? Leo's response to JJ agreeing to fuck was literally, "Phew, this season will be safe". Can the author make it any more obvious than that?

It's weird seeing some people defend Leo but pile on JJ. JJ ain't fault-free and is a terrible communicator for SURE... BUT! He SHOULDN'T have to communicate wanting to be treated like a boyfriend or to feel loved; to have his needs at least addressed. Those are natural things that *come* with having a partner who supposedly loves you.

JJ TOLD Leo, that he wanted to go on a trip and that they hadn't done so in a long time--and Leo's response was "It's too much work and I get tired easily" but somehow not tired enough to not go to a party with randoms. He orders JJ a car to make it up--but even then, it was because HE thought JJ would look good driving it. Which is cute, yeah--but does that even address JJ's needs at all?

I know he's gaining consciousness in CH.17, but it's too little too late. It took JJ treating Leo the same way Leo treated him, for Leo to even begin to reflect a little. I'm not saying that what JJ did was intentional or even the right thing to do, but yeah.

Anyway, that's my Ted Talk. Ik for some people it ain't gonna be that deep, they're right. It isn't--it's just a fictional manhwa. But we all read for different reasons; they read for theirs, and I read for mine lol.

Leo really blew all his chances

JJ was fully ready to get back together in the warehouse because seeing injured Leo probably softened him up. Leo made a whole show of blushing and fidgeting and JJ answered "Sure, I also..." SO fast, he didn't even wait for Leo to finish his sentence. Only to be slapped with "wanna be fuck buddies?"... his response, "What" was even grey-shaded to signal disappointment. The interaction wasn't a *misunderstanding* because there was nothing to misunderstand.

Leo wanted his luck back, not JJ. Sure, he misses JJ but he didn't walk into the warehouse intending to mend their relationship. He wanted his lucky charm dildo to win races again and had too much pride to tell that to JJ straight. Instead, he talks about having slept around with multiple people, and only wanting to fuck JJ again because of their special chemistry... wtf was even JJ supposed to do.

For Leo, it was his "last chance" to keep fucking JJ, not his last chance to date JJ again. Sure, Leo "loves" JJ but until JJ left him, Leo loved himself more. "...Fuck this. I'm don't gonna date someone who hates me, anyway. I'm just doing this for my career". His pride is so high in the fucking sky, that he refuses to even consider that maybe, he wants to fuck JJ to feel a connection with him again. Because everybody wants Leo Lombardi--and not the other way around. And it's not JJ's responsibility to get Leo's head out of his ass.

Plus the only reason Leo even reached out was because he lost that race and got injured.
Proof? Leo's response to JJ agreeing to fuck was literally, "Phew, this season will be safe". Can the author make it any more obvious than that?

It's weird seeing some people defend Leo but pile on JJ. JJ ain't fault-free and is a terrible communicator for SURE... BUT! He SHOULDN'T have to communicate wanting to be treated like a boyfriend or to feel loved; to have his needs at least addressed. Those are natural things that *come* with having a partner who supposedly loves you.

JJ TOLD Leo, that he wanted to go on a trip and that they hadn't done so in a long time--and Leo's response was "It's too much work and I get tired easily" but somehow not tired enough to not go to a party with randoms. He orders JJ a car to make it up--but even then, it was because HE thought JJ would look good driving it. Which is cute, yeah--but does that even address JJ's needs at all?

I know he's gaining consciousness in CH.17, but it's too little too late. It took JJ treating Leo the same way Leo treated him, for Leo to even begin to reflect a little. I'm not saying that what JJ did was intentional or even the right thing to do, but yeah.

Anyway, that's my Ted Talk. Ik for some people it ain't gonna be that deep, they're right. It isn't--it's just a fictional manhwa. But we all read for different reasons; they read for theirs, and I read for mine lol.

immediately post-breakup Leo went to the club to find someone to sleep around with

but suddenly he thinks JJ's a slut because Leo *assumed* JJ slept with the other blond guy (over a nothing phone call too) talk about double standards

jeez bro (￣∇￣")

Who cares about the redemption arc? About character development, or story progression? Not when there's childhood trauma to the rescue!

All we need is a mandatory info-dump sob story! His past was sooooo sad, and that's why he treated our blondie like shit!! Because that totally justifies it, right? because even though he raped Yejun... he was experimented on... boohoo :((

That's what a FEW of y'all sound like--acting like Dojun is a wild animal who's "just traumatized". Bruh. He's an intelligent adult man clearly has an obvious understanding of how emotions work. He's shown to be aware enough of himself and his actions to go ahead and manipulate Yejun's emotions--which means he could be a better person--but he just (by the author's unfortunate, cliche whim) chooses to be a piece of shit.

"how can someone so inhumane have such gentle hands?"

.... um he literally just kinda r*ped u in the hallway what are you SMOKING #－.－)

the Stockholm syndrome and author ML favoritism is REAL

more like fleshlight HAHAHAHAHAH don't come for me please i'm sorry my intrusive thoughts （/TДT)/

I’m happy in a writing sense that Sehyuk didn’t change. He’s been protrayed as unrepentantly toxic and manipulative and a bad guy, and those types of people would never self-reflect or change, not even with a gun to their head

So i’m interested as to how Haribo will play this out. How things will get better for Hamin because I strongly want to believe they will ╥﹏╥

like its clear Leo liked JJ a lot in the past but not… seriously enough.

because you can like someone a lot, but still be selfish and not consider their thoughts and feelings.

Cos JJ said he couldn’t drink cos he had to drive but Leo shoved drinks in his face anyways, didn’t consider JJ’s own comfort as he went and introduced JJ the team mechanic to everyone (i mean it’s cute that he wants to show off JJ but also JJ seemed to have an awful time) and when he went to kiss JJ, it wasn’t out of anything serious but a momentary impulse. Cos he’s clearly surprised by his own actions when he thought “so guys can do it for me too?”

Like ughhhhh Leo is kinda endearing and CLEARLY likes JJ but also he’s not mature enough to be an emotionally committed and considerate partner. But like, youthful relationships can be like that, but maybe Leo never grew out of it??

AGH WHY ARE THERE SO FEW CHAPTERSSS

why JJ broke up w Leo

bro's not just a spoiled brat (which can be cute). like, why shouldn't JJ break up with someone who seems nothing but self-centered and selfish? It doesn't matter what Leo secretly thinks subconsciously deep down (which is that he definitely cares), but what he does on the daily and the behaviors he displays.

like ch.1 it already seems like (from JJ's POV)
- Leo is using him as a dildo (fucking him right after the race, and upon having to leave JJ, all he says is "thanks for a good time, big boy!" like man's a hookup--not even slowing down for a cuddle or apology when clearly that's what JJ needed)
- Leo doesn't seem all that committed ("aw they're cute, I wanted to drink with them though" for the girls in the background, when JJ was picking him up from the party)
- Leo insults JJ's life and personality ("How is it like living such a boring life? And you always have that miserable look on your face"--like i'm sorry? what? is that something you'd say to your partner? drunk is not an excuse, esp when he hauled ur drunk ass home)
- Leo's follow up comment ("Or did you just have a bad day? Want me to suck your dick and make you feel better?"--likeeeee sex can solve everything. bro doesn't even acknowledge or realize how sht he's treated JJ all day? Like, you're the reason, man?)

AND upon waking up, he doesn't even begin to ponder what he could've done wrong, or self-reflect in wake of the breakup. Like he couldn't have POSSIBLY done anything wrong. If first thing after a breakup, is the urge to sleep around and rebound--"good riddance he's gone!" vs. "oh no, he's gone"... like did you ever have any respect for your partner at all?

and everyone else in Leo's life thinks Leo was the problem... which if that were me, i'd certainly have a lot to think about. And it's not like the relationship was abusive, and JJ doesn't seem manipulative so those impressions must've been naturally formed from Leo's own carelessness. Cos mans was a whole pillow princess, and JJ a service top.

And... Leo's lack of respect for JJ man. It hurts. Towards the blonde guy showing up, "They can't be friends. I'm JJ's only friend... and only because I'm nice enough to hang out with him" like, ouch. So he views JJ as a loser who only has him. Regardless of whether he was speaking out of break-up spite.

And when he trips 'n hurts his ankle, JJ's concern is only viewed as "you never miss an opportunity to nag at me" instead of, maybe, your (ex)partner cares about you???

AND!! AND!!! he immediately accuses JJ in his mind of "moving on so fast" when there's NO evidence--because he's projecting, having actively been on the prowl for hookups.

anyways if ur still confused why JJ would leave--maybe you're the problem (￣∇￣")

and there's probably even more to it all, that we'll find out in coming chapters. And I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE LEO CHASE AFTER JJ cos we have wayyyy too many scum tops and not enough scum bottoms, AND!!!!!! Leo's not really a hoe, he's just really stupid.

skylar still got lingering feelings

even if he isn't acting on them

big oof for confirming cirrus' anxiety