I remember seeing some chapters behind that the uke was dreaming and seemed to wake up in his real life, but them he fall asleep again and this time wake up inside the story again, feeling confused (something like that, I don't remember correctly). So, it is just me that thought that actually his real life seemed like a dream? If so, then this "dream life" inside the story is the true reality? Does it makes sense to anyone or am I just high? (⊙…⊙ )
Besides the art and the plot being amazing and stunning, I really love the idea that MJ look out for help cuz he's desperate to get better, cuz he knows there are so many things going wrong in his life and inside his head, and he really needs professional help. And c'mon, this is sooo rare in bl, generally speaking the toxic and psychos semes can't identify their own problems or they don't even care about it, so it really speaks to my heart when I see MJ looking for treatment cuz he wants to be a better person.
The only way I see for this to have a "happy ending" is the uke run away with general and them be together in a far away land, cause I mean, he's the only one who really cares and loves the uke, and uke keeps whining and saying he wants to be with the emperor, like, why????? Bruh, I can't with this nonsense manhuas, so fucking bad.
Finally the mc learned to defend himself, I'm proud of him, well done baby (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Btw, I like the new art style, ofc art it's subjective, but I really don't mind the change in art, it's different for sure, but I like very much, especially cuz the mc doesn't look like a child now.