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Am I the only one who’s finding this series really hard to understand?? I feel like the pacing is all over the place and the constant use of words that don’t get explained until the end of the chapter (by then I often forget what the context even is because of the pacing)

I would really appreciate if someone could comment under this helping me understand the story because where I do understand it I’m enjoying it a lot ╥﹏╥