I mean, look at life. Life is something given, u don't know what to do with it, u lost people, u gain some, u get betrayed, u experience fear, difficulties, hardships, deaths of loved ones.
If u think about it clearly, life can be so difficult that u want to end it in any ways. So u can't say "i never thought about it", or u have a sense of life be...... reply
Just be honest with him. 1st time isn't easy at all. And yeah u want to be good with him, but he also should be with u.
If he can understand u r not ready yet and don't want then this is a good one. If he don't, u can throw him away. That's how it works :) 1 reply