What is this girl talking about? What kind of fantasy is she trying to sell? Her friends have happy perfect lives? That doesn't even make sense. She's not by any means different, and she's not suffering because of it. She's feeling that way because she has bad parents, and that does not have anything to do with who other people chooses to date.
I need to read this again because I don't remember anything at all nor know what the hell are they doing