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Parang tanga naman, pabalik balik lang ako ri...

aii December 20, 2024 12:06 pm

Parang tanga naman, pabalik balik lang ako rito at sa alter the game para ireread huhuhu i need more bl like this and alter the game talagaa

aii December 18, 2024 1:37 am

I love this manga so much. I’ve read this multiple times every year, more than I can count on my two hands. I really hope its ending won’t be rushed, I can wait for as long as I have to if it means it’ll get the ending that harusono sensei have in mind.

aii December 18, 2024 1:38 am

I don’t mind if it takes years at all, I really hope harusono sensei take their time :(

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February 23, 2022

From:
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This site has become my online diary :)

Bored (i have a lot of unfinished schoolworks and i havent replied to my friends for years)

Gonna fucking kill myself

I love yaoi

Sometimes you crave say gex and thats okay. #BeWhoYouAre

I want to impregnate kim dokja so bad

Kim dokja oiled up and tied up underneath me need right now so bad chat it’s not funny anymore i need him

08/06/2024 - i just learned how to make a photo album in this site. i wish i learned it sooner, i would have had a whole album of just my beloved, kim dokja—but then again, i did read on the legal app webtoon so … anyway, i couldve had other albums of my favourite characters too TvT

08/12/2024 - start of first day of school. Im tired. I feel alienated. Ive been to new schools multiple times already, but i dint know why i feel especially hurt by being alienated this time. I used to be fine with it/ignore it, but now im trembling in fear. I miss my old friends

09/25/2024- i want to die. Can i please die in her embrace?

10/11/2024- i want to be alone. I want everyone to leave me alone

10/13/2024- I LOVEEEE SHIMAAAA AAAAAH, i love how soft spoken he is, his GOLDEN RETRIEVER VIBES !!!, his fluffy blonde hair, his smile—just everything! He’s so adorbs<3

10/27/2024- gonna be inactive for a while :p, switching to bl novels instead. Dunno when I’ll come back :3

11/07/2024- hyuna stronger than me cuz id put luka’s vocals into work and show the aliens a real SHOW
Dohyun claiming his uh hotdog is big and  id take that all in bro <33

Ppl be like: “how’s ur life?” Well i’m just depressed and HORNY

11/13/2024-i dont know where my life is heading. I am covered—filled and enveloped with fear. I’m scared of how other people perceives me too much. I hate it—I want to change. I don’t want to care. But no matter  how much i try not to care, the stomachache, the way my stomach is flipping upside down due to so much anxiety of how they see me does not lie. I can’t help it. Sometimes, I try to be the fictional characters i like. Those who doesn’t care about other peoples judging stares—but I always fail in the end. I’m so, so, so scared. And the worst part is i’m so aware of it, yet no matter how much i attempt to be okay—to be better, i go back to square 1. I can’t help it.

11/14/2023- I’m sorry for being irresponsible, for knowing that i am—yet not doing anything to change. For trying, yet always failing. I’m sorry for living this way

11/16/2024- guys help please god i cant move om from someone i talked with for a wholeass less than a month. I cant forget her. First wuh luh wuh go crazy fr. Omfg. Like. Damn.

11/17/2024- slowly accepting how things are. It is what it is—“if onlys” will only weigh you down.

11/19/2024- i’m really scared of becoming the same way as i was before. full of absences, a full on disappointment. it scares me so much that i cant breathe, my stomach hurts, my hands are trembling, and im short of breath.

11/19/2024- i don’t like being intertwined with others. the thought of romantic relationships—i don’t like it. i just realized today what fuels it, i do not like the idea of me being owned. i want everything to be mine originally. i want nothing but solitude. to be honest, i hated being alone when i was alone. i felt lonely—but now that i’m not alone, i want solitude. these days, whenever i experience solitude, i do not feel lonely; rather i feel enough. it’s due to the feeling that i hate the most—to please everyone. i am aware that i do not have the responsibility to please everyone, but because of my nature, i tend to do it. thus, i hate being around people. i cannot contain my nature. i agree on things i do not align with due to fear of an argument, hatred, and judgment. I long for the day that I can finally stand up for myself, and not please others. To be confident in my own skin.

11/19/2024- I love shu yamino so much hehe ! <3

11/26/2024- i cant do this anymore. I dont know what to do. How do i communicate about this? How can i solve this? But i know that im actually in the wrong. Im the problem. Its so hard i cant do this anymore. I want to kms.

12/20/2024- achilles mahal ko :(<3

Yoko na magbasa ng bl kung hindi katulad ni kagiura at Achilles yung male lead. Pota naman

Hindi. Ikamamatay ko pag ‘di ko nahawakan kamay mo.

This site has become my online diary :)

Bored (i have a lot of unfinished schoolworks and i havent replied to my friends for years)

Gonna fucking kill myself

I love yaoi

Sometimes you crave say gex and thats okay. #BeWhoYouAre

I want to impregnate kim dokja so bad

Kim dokja oiled up and tied up underneath me need right now so bad chat it’s not funny anymore i need him

08/06/2024 - i just learned how to make a photo album in this site. i wish i learned it sooner, i would have had a whole album of just my beloved, kim dokja—but then again, i did read on the legal app webtoon so … anyway, i couldve had other albums of my favourite characters too TvT

08/12/2024 - start of first day of school. Im tired. I feel alienated. Ive been to new schools multiple times already, but i dint know why i feel especially hurt by being alienated this time. I used to be fine with it/ignore it, but now im trembling in fear. I miss my old friends

09/25/2024- i want to die. Can i please die in her embrace?

10/11/2024- i want to be alone. I want everyone to leave me alone

10/13/2024- I LOVEEEE SHIMAAAA AAAAAH, i love how soft spoken he is, his GOLDEN RETRIEVER VIBES !!!, his fluffy blonde hair, his smile—just everything! He’s so adorbs<3

10/27/2024- gonna be inactive for a while :p, switching to bl novels instead. Dunno when I’ll come back :3

11/07/2024- hyuna stronger than me cuz id put luka’s vocals into work and show the aliens a real SHOW 💜 
Dohyun claiming his uh hotdog is big and 💜 id take that all in bro <33

Ppl be like: “how’s ur life?” Well i’m just depressed and HORNY 💜

11/13/2024-i dont know where my life is heading. I am covered—filled and enveloped with fear. I’m scared of how other people perceives me too much. I hate it—I want to change. I don’t want to care. But no matter  how much i try not to care, the stomachache, the way my stomach is flipping upside down due to so much anxiety of how they see me does not lie. I can’t help it. Sometimes, I try to be the fictional characters i like. Those who doesn’t care about other peoples judging stares—but I always fail in the end. I’m so, so, so scared. And the worst part is i’m so aware of it, yet no matter how much i attempt to be okay—to be better, i go back to square 1. I can’t help it.

11/14/2023- I’m sorry for being irresponsible, for knowing that i am—yet not doing anything to change. For trying, yet always failing. I’m sorry for living this way

11/16/2024- guys help please god i cant move om from someone i talked with for a wholeass less than a month. I cant forget her. First wuh luh wuh go crazy fr. Omfg. Like. Damn.

11/17/2024- slowly accepting how things are. It is what it is—“if onlys” will only weigh you down.

11/19/2024- i’m really scared of becoming the same way as i was before. full of absences, a full on disappointment. it scares me so much that i cant breathe, my stomach hurts, my hands are trembling, and im short of breath.

11/19/2024- i don’t like being intertwined with others. the thought of romantic relationships—i don’t like it. i just realized today what fuels it, i do not like the idea of me being owned. i want everything to be mine originally. i want nothing but solitude. to be honest, i hated being alone when i was alone. i felt lonely—but now that i’m not alone, i want solitude. these days, whenever i experience solitude, i do not feel lonely; rather i feel enough. it’s due to the feeling that i hate the most—to please everyone. i am aware that i do not have the responsibility to please everyone, but because of my nature, i tend to do it. thus, i hate being around people. i cannot contain my nature. i agree on things i do not align with due to fear of an argument, hatred, and judgment. I long for the day that I can finally stand up for myself, and not please others. To be confident in my own skin.

11/19/2024- I love shu yamino so much hehe ! <3

11/26/2024- i cant do this anymore. I dont know what to do. How do i communicate about this? How can i solve this? But i know that im actually in the wrong. Im the problem. Its so hard i cant do this anymore. I want to kms.

12/20/2024- achilles mahal ko :(<3

Yoko na magbasa ng bl kung hindi katulad ni kagiura at Achilles yung male lead. Pota naman

Hindi. Ikamamatay ko pag ‘di ko nahawakan kamay mo.

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