I always found interesting how the author sold us this image of Eun Sung being as cold and manipulator as Soohyun but it was just Soohyun's perspective and in reality my boy has the personality of a puppy
Eunsung is good boi
a first person point of view can change perspective like crazy it’s so funny
So true ! I remember while reading the main plot when Eun Sung was really like " is this how you see me ? What kind of monster I am to you ". Because Soohyun really thought of him as wicked when they were younger
The author deciding to reveal something like we even remember after so long lmao
Now that the translation caught up with the raws i can no longer spoil myself reading the raws
Also I've complained a lot but it still piss me off that this is the first BL to show properly how PTSD looks and feels like and is just because the author decided to do the most out of pocket twist to please the readers's need for karma
Call me an idiot but I don’t get what you’re referring to as a twist?
Idk if I phase it properly tbh but I was talking abt using the gangr@pe as the reason for the redhead to change into a nicer person
The fact that the agressor became the victim, maybe? I would call that a twist, I certainly was blown out of my mind with this side stories xD
But yeah they are good side stories, because they show how pain should not be an answer to pain, because it will only cause more pain... obviously I don't think anyone is hoping for him to have a happy realtionship or to have a good ending, but at least what I'm hoping is for him to grow as a person and understand what he has done wrong to so many people and maybe become a better person
i think the author will give him a somewhat of a happy ending, bc they made it clear this two pair well with each other. I like your perspective but tbh to me just seems like a way to make it posible for them to be together bc the readers wouldn't like the redhead to go unpunished and just have a happy life so if he becomes the victim we can feel sympathy and be okay with Siwoo being with him
hey! i want him to have a happy ending with siwoo!
Their not caught up yet their still one chapter ahead
I dropped this around ch 55 and I just check a random ch.. can someone tell me why their relationship changed so much? Like the ML is acting kinda gentle towards him?? Or like he's tryna get with him? did the MC lose his memory or smth?
Yeah, something happened and MC lost his memory. You should read it, but be read to stomach some stuff...
Thanks, tbh that's the reason why I dropped it, the author always directed the worst towards the MC and it was just too much, but maybe I'll pick it back up
it's always the non con in their sleep sex, I can't even be happy the motherfucker just kiss the hell out of him
Ngl i was surprised with the brother. He's clearly self center but he's not some self-righteous guy who tries to make his siblings like him He's just like "as long as u don't get in my way I'm cool"
Didn't the author also do this in Bj alex??? Like motherfucker would get jealous, bring toys into the picture and basically assaulting the MC and letting his anger out on him????
This is getting old. Bdsm is not abuse, WHY do authors always use it as such??
it's so nice to see someone entrusting their body to their partner and letting them be in control, yet most people are terrified of the idea of anything involving bdsm bc all of this unsafe and rapey representation
The author and their kinks
It was kind of like this in BJ Alex, like the ML used toys when he was upset because he was emotionally constipated, but I’d say that this ML is worse by a landslide. Like in this situation there’s a terrible power imbalance (boss/subordinate wealthy/poor celebrity/regular person) and in BJ Alex the sexual relationship was at least consensual.
I can see the similarities though, which makes sense because it’s the same author of course.
no exactly like there was this scene where DG was literally screaming telling Jiwon to take it out because he used a dildo on him and the double penetrated him withoht consent (rape). The only reason Jiwon stopped is because DG said md wasnt talkinga bout him, had he not, jiwon would've ripped him in half.
I’m not even pissed because of the messed up depiction of BDSM. It’s the part where he broke Dan’s trust and non-consensually showing him at such vulnerable stage to someone else. It’s fucking revolting
Plus i dont think dan even wanted to do it in the first place, its so annoying because as someone who does bdsm consenually it irritates me we can everr find anything accurately depicting it in a lot of smut. BDSM is not rapey like this guys i swear
He even expressed his dislike for public sex AND reluctant to use the toys! Now I feel stupid for having my hope up when Jk approached him before it all went off the cliff
no cause when he tried to hit jeakyung in the shower scene and he whipped out the "im paying you for this no more resisting" lowkey rape bro even prostituted people have the right to say no , not my dumbass thinking he would get better
Damn right, I don’t even like Dan! He’s too wimpy but I’m all in his corner and fruitlessly hoping he gets new ML. The power imbalance of this two is too much and probably no amount of fixing would undo this toxicity
"It seems my phone has found its true purpuse" AAAAAAAAHHHHGGGG
(If u read my first comment) never mind, I check the raws and now im feeling worse abt him. You know this panel last chapter where u can see his face while laying down and the sheets are wet next to him? Well I thought it was saliva or smth right? Wrong. It was vomit, he wasn't only trembling and looking horrified in the middle of sex but he also puked from the fear
Since he got raped I feel so bad for him :(
The way he keeps getting bad flashbacks ARGH