
It's a teacherxstudent one where they met years back. The student was younger and his university aged brother brought friends over. The would be teacher, one of his brother's friends, helped him study and then jerked him off. The student recognized him right away but the teacher did not so he was cold to him.

A lot of new updates keep appearing out of order for me. The pages are all mixed up and nothing is helping. Not refreshing, not setting it to multiple pages, and not using the numbers at the bottom. What is going on?

Could it be the browser we're using? I use chrome

I hope it gets fixed asap... some stories make no sense

Lately, I feel like on any BL manga, ukes are being hated for everything. Uke is stupid? Hate. Uke cries over things anyone would cry over? Annoying. Uke gets taken advantage of while drunk? Stupid hoe. Is it just me or are people extra judgy about ukes?

I've ranted a few times about this here but I'll be on it again because it's something that really bothers me:
to go straight to the point, people - mostly girls, considering that they are fundamentally, although not exclusively, the target audience of bl manga - are conditioned to repulse traits commonly attributed to femininity. we grow up being told that being sensitive, vulnerable and/or delicate, be it physically or mentally, is root for inferiority. take the phenomenon where women consider themselves superior because they're 'tough' and 'totally not like other girls!!', for example: it's a direct result of some men's undermining view of women and their femininity, and the perpetuation of that through their policing over other men - "boys can't be feminine! femininity relates to womanhood and womanhood is weakness!" so yes. we're kinda told to hate everything the majority associates to women from the very start, even when other genders should be free to express themselves however they want (but that's a different question).
because bl is predominantly made by (straight) women, their stories and the characters are written from a woman's perspective of what gay folks are supposed to be like. sometimes that ends up in a rather lacking representation. not always. it's just that they tend to apply that bottoming > submission > 'woman' of the relationship / topping > dominance > 'man' of the relationship formula that's... really fucked up and is not how gay relationships work at all. that happens a lot, though, and the author ends up portraying the uke through traits they associate to women. listen. feminine men are wonderful. but there's a huge difference between a gay male character that embraces his femininity and a gay male character upon whom the author projects the expectations of a straight relationship. the former is good representation; the latter is pure ignorance.
with that explained, some people here pull this bullshit of dismissing ukes for every single thing they do because 1. they believe """real""" men have to be cool and tough and ripped with an 8 pack (and they are wrong!); 2. they believe feminine traits makes lesser a men (again: wrong!), because they've been told femininity is restricted to women and, for that, women are weak.
it's true that, in some cases, it's really a matter of badly-written characters being obnoxious for the sake of drama. still, even then people are less likely to forgive a badly-written uke than a badly-written seme for all the reasons I cited above. the least they could do is get their heads out of their asses and learn to appreciate works where the authors do get their representation of gay couples, especially the ones with feminine characters, right.
thanks for coming to my ted talk.
Sometimes, I really end up dropping things because I can't believe the reason the character is so head over heels for someone. Like, it's just so ridiculous that I have to stop.
Like, it really is absurd sometimes. You'll have FL be in love to the point of death because after spending 3 hours in the rose garden, a prince walks by and says "You smell nice, like roses." and then walks away. Girl, at that point its not even a compliment, it's a statement. What else are you supposed to smell like?
Then you'll have sons be in love with their adoptive parent because "You were there for us when no one else was." And I'm just like, what else should a parent do? Brothers falling in love with their step sibling who they've known since age 5 and it be for mundane stuff like, "You gave me cookies at Christmas~" or "You checked up on me when I was sick."
All I'm saying is, I'd like a little more effort to be put into the why if they are gonna take the time to tell me anyway. But just don't tell me if you are gonna come with "You picked up my eraser in the hallway."
I fell asleep halfway while readin'
IM SO SORRY!!