i just lost my dawg's Questions (4)

can someone recommend me uhh
manhwa, manga, manhua whatever what you call where
it's like feminine boy x girl, straight just straight but not omegaverse idk if that exists but i wanna know if there's like that :3

please recommend me bl mangas that have disabled characters in it like using the wheelchair, deaf yk what i mean like something like that. (or like phobia, stuttering, or like trauma)

i have been reading some or a lot ever since last week and i feel like there's still so much to read and i just didn't read bc it's so far away and I'm kinda lazy to find some, so please recommend me some • ‿ ,•

AND PLEASE, WITHOUT THE *ape, stepbrothers, or something like that because i have trust issues and i oin't like those
(you can even check my pf for proof that i have been reading those recently (个_个))

is it just me or i just think that those bl content creators are cringe, like why do they post videos about the bl like they're a facebook mom like, can't you be normal?? you're like 25 year old grown woman and you still kept on posting them like that. thankfully there are some other bl content creators or just a fan of bl who thinks my opinion are so great because they also don't want it to be cringe,

because me, i have an old account before which my content is all about what i hate about bl"s and other stuff and thank god there's still people who agrees and everything.

like my life is so better rn not seeing bl sht on my fyp on tt anymore because I don't really watch them because these content creators are so cringe like treating the character like their own bf when it's a literally a grown az gay man that doesn't like pssy and a freaking 2d idk character,

like just stop.
I'm not saying i hate all bl stuff just because i hate everything about it. i do read, it's just that you guys are just so overproud about it. that's why i think it's so cringe.
like i literally agree with those people who don't read any gay sht.

you guys are even so proud that you guys started watching or reading gay sht at a young age
"i read bl when i was 7" WHAT.
"my first bl was blah blah blah and i was 8" GIRL GTFO
like just stop talking about bl when you're outside man.
kids/minors are already reading these type of illegal sht already.

he's a bodyguard and he's the uke, it's a manhwa, and then after that i think his boss bought him like idk what you call that but it comes with like a women's underwear and a bra and it's all red (i think it's called lingerie?), and idk if I'm tripping but i think it has the same art style as
"Merry on the Rocks". please tell me if you can find it
:3 thank you (づ￣ ³￣)づ