I feel like as of late there's this trend, or maybe it always has been that way, where the sex scenes are, yes, more explicit, but feel just icky? Like the top never listens to what the bottom's asking for or saying no, it's rough, not that I have anything against that, but it just doesn't look like the bottom is in much pleasure. It all just feels violent and bordering on rape. Like is it much to ask for a willing, proactive enjoying himself bottom?
I genuinely adore the main characters, cause they do not fall under the "bl tropes" Neutaaa has an actual personality and I really adore him, he's the type of person that I would be great friends with.
And the contrast in Ji9star's online and irl personality is convincing as to why Naeutaa wouldn't recognize him and also incredibly cute! I just adore hoe he gets flustered by Neutaaa, I think they will have just the best chemistry as a couple. And maybe some nice, breath of fresh air dynamic of the spice cause I bet Neutaaa will be really forward!
It was going in such a good interesting direction but it HAD to go rape